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Neglected.

my health, my family, my friends.

i believe that i've neglected them totally cause of my selfish wish.

yes, that's to earn money for my birthday.

it's only a about 2 more weeks away.

i've been so busy and tired till i barely even have the time to type over here.

and i believe, my total funds now is barely even 500.

can any kind soul just give me some amount?

just a dollar, i'll appreciate it.

lots of alcohol in my body now.

thanks to my job.

no, i don't get drunk.

but my body seem to be getting weaker.

i couldn't get enough sleep.

i can't sleep well, nightmares.

they can't seem to stop bothering me.

someone, somebody, please put me to sleep.

i do wonder, if my choice is right.

but since it's made, i can't do much about it.

regrets, not my type.

i've gotta live with it well.

make me grow up, i need to be stronger.

i don't have anybody with me.

all my friends, they seem to be not around.

my family, speechless.

i don't have a boyfriend, i can't be bother.

i don't believe in love, i can't.

i don't wanna be fooled over and over again.

it's pathetic.

love me, don't you?

never.