Understand.

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you don't have to know me, you probably can't judge me either. i'm neither simple nor complicated. just a normal living that you, unfortunately, come across with.
In your eyes..




i'm all to blame.
i think too much.
i'm just too free.
i'm just a passerby.

you never know,
i'm a girl that i need you to be here.
i'm a girl that have been trying really hard to grab your attention.
i'm a girl who willing to go all out for you.

but you just ignored everything about me,
and just focus so much on yourself.
what am i really to you?
i'm beginning to feel lost.

reading the messages you used to send me.
all seem to be so different with the happenings.
you making me feel so depressed.
all i long for is you to at least drop me a text.

everything that have to be related to you,
seem so far away and impossible.
don't you know, do you know?
all i wanted, all that you're giving.

you making me to have so much doubts.
how do you want me to trust you and hold on.
i'm losing my grip slowly.
yet i believe, you will never care.

i feel like a fool.
I'm imperfect.

I'm all to blame.
Making you feeling so stressed and troubled.
I'm sorry, I don't know how to be right.
Maybe ending will means perfection.

No, I don't wanna let you go.
But, it will be more perfect that way.
I don't deny my feelings is there.
Yet, I couldn't bear to give you anymore pain.

I'll rather suffer in silence than to bring you pain.
I'm not good enough for you.
I'm not even close to perfection.
But I just want you near me so badly.

What else can I do?
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I'm imperfect.

I'm all to blame.
Making you feeling so stressed and troubled.
I'm sorry, I don't know how to be right.
Maybe ending will means perfection.

No, I don't wanna let you go.
But, it will be more perfect that way.
I don't deny my feelings is there.
Yet, I couldn't bear to give you anymore pain.

I'll rather suffer in silence than to bring you pain.
I'm not good enough for you.
I'm not even close to perfection.
But I just want you near me so badly.

What else can I do?
Sent from my BlackBerry Wireless Handheld