i'm still semi deaf from yesterday night!
i'm so scare that it will be permanent.

i don't want so.
any remedies?

i'll never know what other is thinking.

there's the song "if i were a boy"
but do you really want to be?

if i'm the writer of that song, it change it to something else.
"if you were me"

yes, i believe that alot of people will want the others to be in their shoes.
to know how they actually feel, what they thinking or maybe, how hurt they are.
guess it's more realistic comparing to be the opposite gender.

" if you were to be me, you would know how i have feel.
there's is so
much that i hide from you, never to let you know the truth.
but the fact was
i really want to let you know.
yet i didn't have the chance or the say.

if you were to be me, would you even want to?
do you bother or care?
i just want so badly to let you know everything.
yes i am hurt, but what
else can i do? "

whatever it is, but i really wish that was the case.
gosh, i'm somehow so emotional again.

sigh.

it's an insane, mistaken.


HAHA!
i'm back home from the club.
but yet i'm not tired at all.

in the beginning, my stomach and body played some tricks with me.
to begin with, i was super hungry after the getting the chop from phuture.
so, i ate a double cheese burger after cabbing over to Liang Court.
aftermath, club hopping around Clark Quay and have 2 glasses of Lychee Martini.
shortly, i began to feel nausea and coughing like a dog.
and every single thing came out.
leaving me blood shot yet spotty red all over me.

seriously, i was totally freak out okay.
well, but guess i puked is just because i was super hungry with already plenty of gastric juice in my stomach.
then after eating my burger, not long after, i drink 2 Lychee Martini straight.
acid + acid = indigestion = expel all out.

anyanyway!
phuture and zouk are killers today.
okay, not much of zouk but when i was there, it's like jam packed with people in the dance floor.
it's like only around 12 am.
then when i go over to phuture, it's the same.
what the fuck.

but i did have fun today.
it's really funny to see how guys wanted to grind girls so much.
seriously, is their kukujiao really so itchy?
HAHAHAHA!

OH YA!
today i must be BLIND and UNLUCKY!
shall not explain it here.
interested, you can ask.
if not, just think that i'm just so unlucky.


PLEASE TELL ME WHY AM I SO UGLY FGLY!

when looks really do matter, it breaks.



i'm really depress!
can someone, just someone, tell me how to be prettier just by 25%?
i really feel so ugly whenever i look into the mirror.
i've don't even feel a tiny winny good about myself.


suck totally seriously absolutely!

sigh....

today is a pretty boring and alone day for me.
not, i don't feel lonely.
in fact, i had all those peaceful thoughts.

i watched movie alone today, again.

He's just not that into you.
it's a nice show, no doubts.
though i don't understand the beginning, but the ending was all happy.

yes, i almost cried somehow.
it's not exactly related to me, but, i don't know.
i'm really emotion these few days.
guess i need a good cry.

it's a cold day, a not that perfect day.
i miss all the people that used to be around me.
but they seem to be all gone, disappear.

people, are you here?
you know i'm refering to you right?

when images became blur, the more is missed.


PHOTO ONLY!

you're the past, how's the present then?

i'm so busy, really busy that i don't even have time for proper rest.
but the worst thing is, i don't even know what i'm busy with.
i'm damn depressed all of the sudden.
i'm damn tired, currently running a fever.

thanks.

argh, my M·A·C 'Hello Kitty®' Brush Collection is OUT OF STOCK!
dammit!
i'm pissed!

i really want it!
shall try getting it again soon!

anyway, lots of photos to be posted!
later after i received every single photos!

it's seem so long, yet short in actual.



met up with darling in town just now.
like finally? seriously.

the last time i met her was new year's eve/new year.
not lunar new year.
of course, i miss that girl.

went for pedicure session.
it's great cause finally all my dead skin is gone.
and i finally had french pedicure.

don't mind my PIG toes. :(

i had french manicure lots of time.
but not for pedicure.
guess i still prefer to french manicure.
:S

how long have it been since i've done shopping online?
months and months!
i'm a poor girl.

maybe count it as a moment of impulse.
but i've spent almost a hundred in moments.
and now i'm only left with 3 bucks in my bank!
will any kind souls "accidentally" transfer some money to me?
HEHE!

anyway, i'm satisfied with my buys!
all of them i'll use it for sure.
and it's pretty!

M·A·C 'Hello Kitty®' Brush Collection

Geo Lens : Angel Colour in green.

Geo Lens : Honey Wing.

argh, i need money badly!
there's so many things i wanna do.
but yet i can't.

reasons?
LACKING OF FUNDS!
give me some events job please!
lobangs?

:(

G'nights

somehow, i'm still looking out for.

*WANTED!*

HAHAS!
does that photo remind you of maid selection or wanted man photo?
it's me okay?! NOT MAID OR WANTED MAN!
all my identification photo, somehow, just sucks.
or maybe you can tell me, who have nice ones?
sucks!

Anyway, yesterday night i was soooo bored that i started playing with my make ups!
just trying to the basic and practice.
trying to be a gorgerous chick? try harder.

it went alright, but after everything was done, i started to go crazy.
i started drawing those creative make up with eyeliner.
it's fun man!

actually i drew the other side as well.

but the effect did not turn out as nice.

i'm quite satisfied with this but yet i can never use it in real life.

:(

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i've tried it and it's really easy.

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wait for 30 seconds, a tick appear.

and you will earn already!

though the amount is not alot,

but you are still earning while doing nothing.

seriously, it's worth trying since you're online.

if you don't like it, then just close the account or ignore it.

right?

interested?

you can click here and it will lead you to the page.

register an account and you can earn a little while doing nothing.

:)

G'nights

there's so much i want to tell you...


Gosh, i've got tons of photos to blog.
really, it's alot.

well, i'm really happy now.
it's those kind of relieve happiness.
i've made the choice and changing for the better.
support me.

i've met up with ShuXian, Mischa and Gracie.
yes, i miss them like madness.
it's like how long have i never really sit down with them and talk about those ongoings.
yes, i do miss those old times when plenty of time is around.
guess, time really pass fast.

so, monday, i met up with ShuXian and Misha.
but i met up with ShuXian first to have lunch since Misha is busy at work.

went to Ma Maison at Bugis.
well, it's really a nice place to dine.
and it well reminded me of a place in Japan that i've dined at back then.

the set lunch is pretty cheap as well.
2 sets of lunch only came up to 34.
which means, 1 set around 17 bucks.
and the set lunch includes soup of the day, salad, bread/rice, main course and coffee/tea.
worth it isn't it?

the environment is quite homely and warmly.
it's like back to olden western days.
the service isn't bad as well.

just take a look at the menu.
it's made of leather, unique isn't it?

their billing system is quite unique as well.
maybe i kiasu or something, but this is the first time that i ever came across this kind of system.
i was given a key and when i ask for the bill, i just have to produce the key at the counter.












after dining at Ma Maison, we were seriously craving for desserts in MOF.
so there we go and we hope over to MOF and have our desserts.
and as you all know MOF is a Japanese Style type of cafe.
so, what's famous in Japanese desserts?
Green Tea related stuff and red bean right?
and that SHUXIAN, qi si wo, DON'T EAT GREEN TEA RELATED STUFF!
dammit, there goes my Green Tea ice cream.
:(

we only order desserts, and the blur waitress asked something that sort of stunned us.
" do you want it to be served now or later? "
HAHA, maybe funny to me and ShuXian, but we only have desserts eh.
if don't serve now, when you going to serve us?
LOL.

after the 2 desserts are served, we started to fool around.
guess we were pretty noisy then, since there wasn't much people.

This is what i call Greedy Pig!

Only food in her eyes and mind!

Rice dumpling VS "meatball"?

HAHAHA!

my hair looks long here, but in fact, it's not!
GROW FASTER PLEASE!

Guess she don't know how to use Camera Phone?

so seriously we ate alot of food.
and was like super full when we left.
i felt like a glutton!
GOSH!

aftermath, headed over to Haji Lane and Arab Street.

and she was the model, i'm the photographer.
it's really funny but the sun wasn't good.

spoiler.

after everything went over to City Hall and met up with Misha.

and it's like really long since i ever saw her.

so it was really nice to see her that day.

while waiting for bus at the bus stop to head over to city hall,

we started to camwhore and making funny faces.

people stared, we don't care.

guess that uncle just wanna take a pic with her.

Chilled around Esplanade and talk about those silly old stuff.

it seem really childish, wtf, act cute and etc.

but it's really those times that were really fun and fast flying.

guess, it's quite impossible to be like that time once more.

met up with gracie the day after for dinner.

went to have Northern Indian food.

NAAN, i just love it

had some chats and updated each other on the happenings.
it seems like we haven't really talk like that for a very long time.
and i really miss her and love all this conversations.
i shall meet up with her more often if possible.
just like those old times!

i need to meet up with darling soon!
i miss that woman!
TUESDAY FASTER COME PLEASE!