Very POP!!

so so so, i did went alone.

BUT, i met up my "competitors" there.

yes, i've never ever met them before, they are total strangers.

AND HELL YES, WE'RE FRIENDS NOW! :D

start preparing around 8.

when come to make up and preparation, i do take awhile.

ladies, what do you expect?

but well, the hair didn't turn out nice.

so, i just left it loose and slowly return back to normal.

i put on eyeshadow, but like no difference.

sad man, but i still like it when i look at the mirror that day!

:D

as for the dress, it looks really formal.

and i don't really have chances for me to wear.

so i just pick and wear it for the event.

i ended up looking like office lady or someone going function.

TOO FORMAL, though it's my favorite dress. :(

anyway, thanks to 987fm that i won tickets for this Very POP event.

yup, as one of the top 10 of the 987 Goes Gaga .

:)

as mention, i went to mediacorp to collect it.

was pretty shock on what i received.

cause it's not in a kind of letter form.

it's a mini package.

yup, it's really colorful.

and it's quite cute.

couldn't really bear to destroy it.

i just love to keep stuff for memories.

but if i don't open it, how am i going for the event.

so i just ended up cutting the very edge of it.

carefully, not destroying it.

with a pathetic small scissor, it's really quite hard to cut on that material.

it's not very thin, a little thick.

OPPS! GUESS HOW THE TICKET LOOK LIKE?!

it's really cool and unique.

i just don't know how they come up with this idea.

i'm amazed by the idea.

didn't really believe what they said about the form of invitation.

but it ended up to be true!

it's a...........................

BALLOON!

call me mountain turtle or what, but it's freaking cool to me.

well, least this is the first time i received this form of invitation.

there's printing on it, but it's too small to see when the balloon is inflated.

so, BLOW IT!

finally when the balloon is a little fuller,

i'm able to those small prints.

i'm not typing the whole text here.

read it yourself, bigger picture below!

i'm good alright, don't want you to strain your eyes.

:D

battery charged, dslr brought, ready to leave!

took a cab there and reached around 10.

so i thought Ally was about to reach too.

but noooooooo, her cab was late.

stupid uncle, make her late and thus making me waiting for her all alone.

actually kelvin was there already.

but i'm too shy to go find him to say hi.

i'm a shy girl.

but he was just beside me!

and i don't even dare to say hi.

the fact is, he know is me too.

and he, also shy to say hi.

how funny.

finally i saw Ally and her brother arrived.

they saw kelvin and friend first.

guess i just look too different from the photos.

yup, she couldn't recognize me.

so, i took the initiative.

shortly, Serene and her friend reached too.

TIME FOR PARTY!!

anyway, the Zouk area was actually filled with balloons and colors.

and i found this very cute board outside.

quite cute isn't it?

though i still don't know why they choose Simpson.

the whole Zouk was really filled with balloons.

colorful lights, colorful balloon and lots of people.

went around to explore and there's actually this POP Quiz where you can win drinks.

so, we went to try it out and we cheated!

and won a drink coupon each.

and the person who is giving the quiz, wore this super cute hat.

it is actually made of those bubble foam.

creative, she look like one of the character from some cartoon.

:D

so, the event started and the Very POP contestants were on the stage and performing.

and there's GAGA too!

she's not bad, actions were quite alike.

nice job. :)

we were camwhoring all the while.

serene was the spark to it.

she just can't stop taking photo.

so i ended up just like her.

:D

WITH ALLY!

this lady over here, is super skinny and tall!

i'm only same height as her when i'm already standing on the walkway and with her standing on the road.

am i really that short? :S

WITH SERENE!

[PS : am i getting fairer, make up too white, or the flash?]

i don't know why, but both of us are really red.

MUST BE THE RED LIGHTING!

we only drank one pathetic cup okay!

oh, and i feel that, she look a little like Nicolette.

haha!

she's like so excited that both of us got a tongue stud.

so we ended up taking photos showing it.

my tongue is fat bomb!

WITH SERENE AND ALLY!

okay, both of them are tall, i'm short!

they also, kept saying that i'm short and made me stand in between them when taking half body shot.

just to let me know.... =/

i left the 2nd earliest that day.

kelvin and friend left first.

too bad i got exam the next day.

if not i'll sure stay till closing!

it's really such a pity you know?

:(

i really hope there will be a soon soon soon again!

hur hur hur?!

Serene, Jacq, Gabriale, Jayme, Ally, Kelvin

THEY ARE REALLY NICE PEOPLE.

we should meet up soon!

it's really nice knowing!

loves!

okay, enough of blogging!

last paper tomorrow!

i should be studying instead!

but i'm already having holiday mood.....

this holiday i've got so much to do.

i can't wait, 1 more pathetic day!

come fast!

:D

BLEAH BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

take care all!

LOVE ME! :D

so, 2 cabs yesterday actually almost killed me.

well, not physically of course.

but, i don't seem to find a suitable word for it.

maybe emotionally?

okay, so the 1st taxi uncle, who is like an old man.

guess around 60 years old or older.

he drove super slow, fastest speed is only 80km/h.

okay, maybe he just trying to follow the normal road speed limit?

or he is just scare that he don't have good reaction time.

i don't know.

but one thing for sure is, i was feeling rather unwell.

and the slow journey is making me really nauseous.

i was really quite relieve when i was about to reach my destination.

BUT, HE DROVE THE WRONG WAY AS HE FORGOTTEN MY DESTINATION!

"erm, uncle, i want to go mediacorp eh"

he then IMMEDIATELY break and we are like at the mid beginning Lornie Road highway.

and guess what, he reversed his way which is like about 10m or so.

it's like duh, lots of horning.

"uncle, just go straight, like that very dangerous"

i just don't really believe his judgement.

furthermore, it's really dangerous and against the traffic rules.

"it's okay, abit more, can one la."

his abit more ar, is like 10m.

smart him.

so 60-80 cents just gone while the reversing.

i feel so scare for him luh.

and if the cars behind didn't focus on road, i'll be the 1st one to kana eh.

but lucky, SO LUCKY, that i'm still alive.

reached mediacorp and collected my prize, Very Pop's ticket.

feeling really worn out and shag, i took another cab.

this time round, before i broad the cab, the uncle is like doing some calculation.

so when i enter, he's like quickly put everything aside.

then he, being a smart ass, drove me to somewhere in the middle of all the private housing estate.

THEN HE ASKED ME WHICH WAY WILL I LIKE TO GO?

thanks ar, how will i know.

"eh how i know, do i look like i know. this is in the middle of private housing estate lo!"

okay, i admit my attitude was bad.

but he should ask me that question when i just board the cab, agree?

so he drove, then i finally recognize the road a little, then i tell him i wanna go by Lornie Road.

and he fucking say me okay?!

"next time say earlier where you wanna go la! just now ask you which way you wanna go don't say!"

wa, at this point of time ar, everything is boiling in me already.

"PLEASE LO. JUST NOW IS IN THE MIDDLE OF PRIVATE HOUSING ESTATE LEH! HOW WILL I KNOW?! DO I LOOK LIKE A GOD OR COME HERE OFTEN?!"

"i think you get out of the cab la. i can't take your attitude."

"eh uncle, please la. you drive a distance then you ask me where i wanna go by. and i love my attitude. it's yours that sucks. get out the get out la. you fucker. "

so he drop me by the road side and my last words to him is....

"FUCK OFF"

i slammed that stupid door of his, didn't even bother to pay him or anything.

he don't deserve me paying for his service.

seriously, i missed out alot of things here.

cause i was to angry and shag to remember all the words.

cab uncles nowadays, really can't make it anymore.

they think they drive is a hell-o-big stuff.

crazy.

it's damn irritating.

please la, i pay for the trip from my starting point to my destination.

it's not like i not paying for it.

do respect your customers and ask before heading off.

paying for the journey is also a form of appreciation.

i think taxi companies should really train their staff well.

or maybe i should say all companies.

regardless whether is it a boutique, hotel, cafe or even a cab.

they should teach the staff how to behave and handle well.

least, this what i have been taught when i work outside.

when one fall sick, it sucks.

gosh, have being really nauseous today.

best thing is today morning event.

was taking bus to school, then halfway there, i started to feel so nauseous that i know i couldn't continue the ride any long.

alighted at bishan and rush to the toliet.

gastric juice and yesterday's breakfast(didn't have any appetite the whole day after that.)

then my stomach, too, played tricks on me.

so come diarrhea, and so damn unlucky, aunt came too.

so i was like stuck in the toilet for whole 15mins.

perspiring like madness till my hair was wet too.

quite shock when i look into the mirror.

pale.

yes, i'm still puking up till now.

whole day already, the nauseousness is killing me big time.

hope i'll feel better tomorrow.

anyway, guess today out of 4 cab trips, 2 cab trips almost killed me.

but, i'll only tell you why tomorrow.

i'm feeling so shag now.

red light blinking, batt left 1%.

G'nights all!

PS : Very POP today is fun with the gaga-madness people. they're friendly. YES I GOT NEW FRIENDSS!!!!!!! :D update tomorrow too! :D

OKAY! I'VE DECIDED!

TOMORROW I'LL HEAD DOWN TO ZOUK ALONE!

YES ALL ALONE, I SHALL NOT ASK PEOPLE TO GO WITH ME ANYMORE.

IT MAKES ME FEEL FUCKING DESPO.

JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT'S THE RELUCTANCE FOR?!

IT'S FREE TICKET THAT I FUCKING WON.

WHY IS EVERYBODY SO FUCKING BUSY?

SO AM I, BUT I'LL STILL GO.

IT'S MY PRIZE.

I'LL GIVE THE SPARE TICKET TO SOMEONE WHO NEED IT.

AT LEAST THEY APPRECIATE IT MORE.

I'LL GO THERE AND MEET NEW FRIENDS.

YES, I'VE SO LIMITED FRIENDS NOW.

A PAIR OF HANDS ALSO CAN COUNT IT ALL.

DUNK.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW!

I starting to lose faith that i've just gain back.

oh fuck, tell me how!

how am i going to get that pile of notes into my blockhead!?

tomorrow is the bloody paper, yet i've got no mood and suffering brain block syndrome.

give me some super motivation.

i need peers motivation.

influence me with positive motivation.

PS : I HAVE REALLY LIMITED FRIEND! TELL ME WHERE TO FIND FRIENDS! POSITIVE KIND! NOT CHI KO PEK OR UNDECENT/UP-TO-NO-GOOD PEOPLE!

when it will be put into waste..

the past is the past, yet i'm still holding like it's the future.

what the hell am i doing, i don't understand about me, especially this thought.

reminiscing about it is such a torture, and i bring it upon myself.

am i really that sadistic?

forget it.

anyway, anybody want tickets for friday Very Pop @ zouk?

i won it from 987 Goes Gaga.

well, exams period and i'm stuck with studying.

but well, i don't know if i can give people like this.

gosh, later i'm blacklisted in 987.

maybe i'll pop by.

2 hours only, 10-12.

should be no harm right?

somemore next day is english.

advise me man, but nobody is free to go with me.

projects, exams, school, work.

MAYBE I SHOULD GO ALONE!

least, that's what i've being wanting to do.

GO TO THE CLUB ALONE.

always see it on tv, i wanna try it too.

guess it's like fucking cool.

:D

as often, everything crumbles.

OKAY, I DIDN'T WIN THE GAGA COMPETITION.

it's kind of expected, my pictures ain't great comparing to others.

anyway, CONGRATS TO THE TOP 5!

happy GAGA meeting!

back to original, today was a really emotional day for me.

well, i'm happy to have met ShuXian up for lunch.

stress over studies, i haven't even complete a chapter.

happy about helping Karen for her test.

upset about my achievement and my whole life.

guess bloodylife really suit me well.

there's a meaning behind bloodylife, maybe a story.

it's significant to me.

if those who know me deep inside, they will know that i'm never really a happy kid.

i've got troubles, unhappy past, nightmares and discouraging self.

i'm never proud of myself or really praise myself.

when you ask me to describe myself,

you will only hear negative comments.

who really give a damn about me?

i'm not a big shot or anyone important.

just another living doing routines.

i don't mind taking all the blames.

yes i'll grumble at times, but in the end, i'm still fine with it.

i don't really need alot of attention or anything.

i feel fine alone, though it's scary to feel lonely.

i'm not a good or perfect living.

i'm full of flaws that make me negative.

i can't seem to find anything positive about myself.

just negative.

i'm rude, hot-temper, fierce, unhappy, grumpy and emotional.

i think alot and keep everything to myself.

i'm hyper sensitive, leading to lots of misunderstand.

when i fall in too deep, i'm hard to move.

i'm gullible, you can cheat me all you want, i won't know.

i spent alot, no savings at all.

i keep rubbish, cause they meant memories to me.

i'm fat, cause i love to eat.

i'm ugly, i can't do much about it.

i'm retarded, cause it make people around me more happy.

i'm quiet, cause i rather listen and no topics for me to speak.

there's like many other more, but it's hard for me to type here.

i'm a loser, a sinner with lots of sin.

i'm not a great friend.

sigh.

you don't have to tell me, i know it myself.






was being a little crazy and bored, so i joined the 987 Goes Gaga competition.

yes, lots have already said i'm crazy and i've received alot of "wtf".

haha, but thanks to those who supported me.

anyway, i felt this is really a cool thing.

yes, personal views.

i enjoyed the process hell lots.

thanks Karen and Amy for helping me out on the last day of the comeptition.

make up, nails, clothing, photo-taking, the time and everything.

much appreciated.

anyway, i shall post some photos over here that i think is really better.

of course, you can view the 987fm Goes Gaga website for more photos of me and other competitors.

i do think they did much better job than i do.

mine is really nothing much.

1st try : using remote taking.

Last day : make up by Karen,

photoshoot by Karen and Amy.

well, do comment about those photo.

either through msn, sms or here.

whatever ways.

i just wanna know your views.

:)

when i'm over the moon, i explode with the content.

thanks to 987fm, i've won myself a FinePix F200EXR from Fujifilm.

this new camera, is said to have the new Super CCD EXR which helps to adapt the surrounding just like how our eyes work.

And, it's the first camera with such function,

cool isn't it?

but well, i've gotta wait around 2 weeks before i land my hands on it.

i can't wait to play with it and check out those cool functions mention.

and thanks to this prize, i need not save money to buy new camera anymore.

thanks 987fm and fujifilm.

:)

anyway, come to think of what happened that morning, it's really hilarious.

so, what happened was....

since i got into SIM, every morning i'll tune in to 987fm.

it's entertaining and i do enjoy the music.

so, on monday, 18may09, as usual, i tune in to 987fm.

they were like introducing this camera, and said that there's a chance to win it!

and the steps are really easy.

all you have to do is...

1. before the codeword, they will give a random number 1st
2. listen to the codeword which will be given and spelt out.
3. type it into an sms with the format of AMCODEWORDNAMEIC
4. then, send the sms and if you are the lucky of people who sms in and fall into the position of the random number, YOU WIN!

isn't that like easy, but it's really pure luck.

so monday i didn't get to win it wasting 15 smses which worth 30cent each.

and that NS GUY!, name JACOB, won it.

so i was like pissed and cursing him.

i'm a sore loser, i know.

but can't help it what.

so the next day, i try my luck again.

but this time round, i only sent in 10 smses.

and i didn't pin alot of hope on it.

when they announce that they gonna call back the winner, i just turn of the radio.

well, this is to prevent me from cursing another innocent party.

so about 3mins or less, no phone call.

"damn, wasted another 3bucks!"

and when reaching school, suddenly my phone rang.

private number, so i thought, is like some weird caller calling me.

but i pick it up in the end, and TADAH!

IT'S AM MAYHEM!

so i was like all the way "OMG! ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! DON'T PRANK ME!"

and they like trying to calm me down and continue with the recording.

i'm obviously shouting in excitement and stuff luh.

Poor Fel gotta keep me cool too before entering the class.

when in the class, i was like sharing my joy and faster tune in back to the station.

lucky i was in time, and i heard the recording!

DAMN FUNNY MAN!

it's like i only have OMG in my dictionary.

anyway, sorry to the PIEs that i keep talking about it.

cause.... THIS IS MY FUCKING FIRST TIME THAT I WON SOMETHING USING LUCK!

so yea, forgive me okay!

i know you all love me!

i can't wait, can't wait to get the camera in my hands!

G'nights!

you didn't realise, it's you that made me go on.

have you ever gotten betray by someone you really cherish most?

okay, let's not say cherish, maybe just someone you really trust and feel close with.

nope, i'm not saying about anyone.

it's just a very random thought while playing my solitaire.

well, i believe most of the people have already experience this.

but maybe, you just move on leaving pieces lying there.

that's what i did last time, and bear grudges on that person.

telling people how much you have being hurt and wanting people to sympathy with you.

don't you realise this is just a very simple and common mistake?

yes, maybe your friends be on your side.

and you will call them your true friends, but what happen if they do the same thing to you?

you can never predict what will happen next.

you will quarrel with friends, step onto conflicts danger zone and they might just betray you in the moment of heat.

what will you do then? repeat the whole thing over and over again?

why don't just learn from mistake and do not repeat it in future again?

just like, forgive and forget.

yes, words are easier to be said than done.

but it will really make lives easier for everybody, especially for yourself.

i'm practicing this habit now.

i just feel that why should we make everything so ugly when you can actually mend it beautifully?

okay, i don't really know how to phrase it, but i just wanna share my thinking.

betray is something bad, leaving scars.

you can use some form of concealers to conceal, but once you remove it, it's still there.

maybe you can feed the scar vitamins e and it will lighten and fade.

which will you prefer? a short term concealing or long term treatment.

but i know, you will say both as both can work at the same time.

whatever, i don't know what i'm talking.

i type what's in my mind.

G'nights

after reflecting and thinking, it drag me further.

with my classmates, it's crazy.

JsFs, or you can call it PIEs.

well, time seem to be well-spent with them around.

That day went over to subway, it's crazy.

we made a din over there, super noisy!

but it's really crazy and fun.

:D

PICTURES!

TELL ME SHE'S CUTE IN THIS SHOT!

TAKE #1, FAILED!

TAKE #2, much better!

Weird Face #1

Weird face #2

Weird face #3

Weird face #4

The other day went Yuki Yaki (FEL, IT'S CORRECT THIS TIME!) for lunch.

as usual, did alot of nonsensical stuff.

but too bad Felicia wasn't there with us.

if not, sure havoc one, CONFIRM!

was super hungry that day, don't know why.

must be Flora's breakfast!

that's why we went for Yuki yaki!

we were like hungry ghost man.

JITAO TAKE AND CHIONG ONLY!

BSUY COOKING by FLORA!

AND I TELL YOU! THE ICE CREAM BUFFET IS MADNESS!

YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT WE DID!

it's damn funny, and i make the ice cream till my hand tremble.

you should try it.

GETTING READY!

BEGIN ICE CREAM FREEZING!

THE SORBET! BEST!

argh, exams coming!

i should start mugging!

2 weeks time!

but on the other hand, CHEERS!

HOLIDAY SOON!

G'nights all! :D