losing myself and becoming someone else, so not me.




i'm so emotional these few days.
don't really feel like talking.
it's like there's so much things running through my head.
i have to put it off, PUT IT OFF.

things are haunting me more than like a nightmare.
it makes me feel so wrong, so wrong to be around.
yes, it's making me losing myself.
everyday i wake up, i felt slight difference.
not positive, but towards the negative.

i'm beyond redemption, beyond salvation.
everyday, seem so strange and blur.
i can't remember what i really did.
just let the time pass me by, so easily.

this is so no good.

am i really that gullible?

ANOTHER MAIL!
i loved mails and packages.
the feeling of unwrapping.
ultimate.

It's just a belt. :S
but it's really quite nice.
:D

OH! AND YESTERDAY I WENT TO ASTONS AGAIN!
okay, i made a spelling mistake.
it's not ASHTON but ASTONS.
my spelling sucks!

this time round, WITH PICTURES!
yes, finally.

the environment is a little like country-side restaurant.
i like it, cosy feeling.
great for gathering.

okay, now check out the menu.
ESPECIALLY the price.
it's really stunning.
CHEAP, REALLY CHEAP!

and there's a nice variety too.
the steak is highly recommanded by me.
you won't regret it! :D

the utensile are all very organised.
simple yet great looking.

and the style they put their knives and forks are really unique.
normally you just see other restaurant/cafe, just dumped it into the basket.
but, look at how they organized it.
cool hur?





the drinks are cheap too.
orange juice & ice lemon tea for 1.80 each.
where else to find this kind of deals?!

FINALLY! MAIN COURSE SERVED!
Prime Ribeye & Black Pepper Steak.
seriously, YOU MUST TRY THIS 2 STEAK!
you won't regret.
and i recommand it to be done at medium rare.

OH, and main course come with 2 side dish.
there's a variety for it.
so far, the corn and tasty is not bad.
mashed potato as well!

drooling already?
well, at least i am.
it simply just so good.
and look at the medium rare, BEAUTIFUL.






LOOK HOW CLEAN IS OUR PLATE!
just can't bear to leave any bits left there.
YUM!




and the bill, check out the price and you compare it yourself.
isn't it like cheap for what it's "suppose" to be?
and, no gst included.
but, i don't know is this for the time being only.
but best thing is, NO SERVICE CHARGE!

after meal, went movie with Flora.
17 again.

it's a nice movie.
at least, it's really funny for me.
i laughed like madness.
maybe you should try catching it.
:D

after movie, we procceed with our main motive!
that is to get our FREE CONE from Ben & Jerry!

seriously, the queue is really really long!
check out the amount of crew members they had that day.
and, look at the queue.
it's more scary if you're there and see it yourself!

YA! and this asshole here.
carrying LV bag and wearing Gucci shoe,
CUT MY QUEUE!
DAMN!




after 25 mins, we got our 1st cone!
CHOCOLATE FUDGE BROWNIE and COFFEE,COFFEE BUZZBUZZBUZZ!
simply delicious.






after that, we still have half an hour time left.
so we decided to queue for another round.
call us cheapo, i don't care.
and i believe there people who queued more times then us!

and this time round, we got ourselve,
CHOCOLATE MACADAMIA!
in my opinion, i prefer Chocolate Fudge Brownie.
:D




oh, at the end of my 2nd cone, i say this BIG chocolate ball!
it looks cute and but it's nice.
:D





SERIOUSLY YESTERDAY WAS A SINFUL DAY!
GOOD FOOD, GOOD ICE CREAM CONES!
gosh, where to find.
i'm growing fat from all these!

STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OKAY! time to sleep!

G'NIGHTS!

when everything seem alright and smooth, not.




WOOOT!
i've got a package delivered to me on saturday!
GUESS WHAT IS IT?!

any guesses? okay lame.
but it's long waited by me alright?!

my gojane spree's shoes!
but guess i only can wear 1 pair.
the other one, occassions i guess, too high!

Worn the wedge on that very day.
it's like comfortable and match my feet well.
lucky shit, 1st time ordering footwear online.

and i seriously do love this 2 pairs.
sexyy(but not on me.).

how is it? nice?
okay la, i got fat feet.
pardon it.

anyway, i seriously do love those 70 cents Cocoa Trees's Chocolate.
it's really milky and crunchy for those with cornflakes.
thumbs up many!

actually i don't like chocolates.
in fact, i hate them.
so sweet and make me feel so thirsty aftermath.

BUT THIS IS A TOTALLY EXCEPTION!
yes, i'm thirsty after it due to the milky chocolate.
but its just so nice luh.
can't blame.


anyway, went lunch @ Ashton with my SIM classmates.
the food is really great, but i did not take any pic.
i shall go there soon again.
especially for the steak, medium rare.
it's a killer, be warned.

and guess what, it's really so affordable.
for around 12 bucks, you can get yummy steak already.
and 7 for chicken.
it's a definitely must try.

it's cheap, i'm craving for it now!
i wanna go there again this week!=x

oh, i met up with Karen just now.
after like 6-7 months.
it feels nice, but somehow, maybe i'm tired.
glad she like that case.
:D




i lied today.
but it's a good lie.
it won't make a very big deal.
but, i'm happy with this lie.
the character won't know.
:D

just can't fall asleep, not tired.


Let me tell you all a story.
BUT BE WARNED : THIS IS NOT A STORY FOR WEAK HEART!
PARENTAL ADVISORY IS REQUIRED!
it's about....


one day, during lesson, it was getting soooo bored.
till that all of us almost fly to dreamland.
but suddenly, a laptop came to my grip.
so after days of not using a laptop due to internet connection break down at home,
i start surfing and check my mails for my buys.

suddenly, a voice of jerevine broke my concentration.
"eh, play with the webcam eh"
at that very moment, awakeness kick me up.

on the webcam and.................................................................



START BEING RETARDED!

we ended up being the noisest group of people and getting stares from the unhappy lecturer.
laughed like crazy, damn funny.
it was such a great time.

END OF STORY.

14April2009



met up with Shuxian to hunt for my birthday present.
but before that, we had to satisfy our growling stomach.
super hungry i tell you!

Shuxian brought me to this cafe at far east level 4, Sakura.
well, it's not bad but a little pricy for the items in the menu.
but overall, we did have a super full meal.

Mee goreng

Thai Style Balachan Kangkong
(but it's only sambal kangkong.:S)

Pandan leaves wrapped chicken

Shu Xian and Jacq

after that went to find my present.
but unfortunately for them, it's a foundation and not compact powder.
so did not get it.

went back to my house to change and slack.
gosh, guess till now i still can't survive wearing heels.
and i just bought another new pair of heels.
dammit.

once home, change out of my outfit to something more cooling.
shuxian had her long wanted root beer, and orange juice for me.
settle down in my room and started taking photo.
but, all are quite cmi.
LOL.

This picture, somehow really freak me out.
My Balloon!

headed out and went all around.
bishan, city link and marina square.
then after that went to gracie's school to give her a surprise.
being a lousy boyfriend of hers, i bought her 3 stalk of purple roses.
representing : "iloveyou, you are my romance"

waited anxiously outside her school.
running and walking around.
thinking of her reaction.

went target is spotted, we hid in a behind the gate.
when she was at the gate, i jumped out and booo her.
she screamed and started shouting and tearing.
not tears of joy, obviously.

but, tears of don't-know-what.
she was actually complaining to her friends that she still have to travel down to find us at city hall.
this girl ar, aiyo!

headed to Jurong Point and dined at Bakerzin.
the set dinner wasn't great.
and guess what, we bought lots desserts.
nice, and overly-sweet.

yes, it's toooo swwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet till i gotta order Earl Grey to neutralize the sweetness a little.
and even that, my tea tasted sweet too.
just imagine it.




it's a short night, but it was great.
gracie, meet up again after my exams!