Understand.

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you don't have to know me, you probably can't judge me either. i'm neither simple nor complicated. just a normal living that you, unfortunately, come across with.
there's nothing else i can say.




it's really quite sad to see what's happening to me or around me.
there's nothing much to say or do.
just a shake of the head and end it all.

i don't know, all seems to be blurred.
fuck it.
give a break, let's break free.



somehow, i really felt tired after everything.
it's time for me to break free from all the giving in and accommodating.
it wear me off so badly.

i tried my really best, but it seem to be so insufficient.
but it's true, everything wasn't match.
it's already a mistake to begin with.
we should have listen.

everything shouldn't be so tiring.

when enjoyment wasn't even there to the fullest.



it didn't help even if we talk about it.

damage already being made.

i tried so hard to take it all, yet it just kept charging towards me.


i'm not a dead, i do have my feelings.

i kept quiet, cause i need to do my thinking and there wasn't a need for me to speak.

when i talk, you assume i'm unhappy saying i'm fierce.

you don't know how mood spoiling that was.


to you, all the faults lies in me.


what should i do. yea, just shut up.


maybe i should say thanks to you, my trip wasn't enjoyable at all.