Real.

so much of those words, yet they are just empty.

promises are given for the sake of giving, no meaning.

you said you will have more free time,

i tried to squeeze time out specially just for you.

but all you gave me is empty words and disappointment.

to you, i'm always wrong and unimportant.

why do you treat me in this manner?

what i did that i deserve all these from you?

you making me weak and devastated.

i really hate myself so much, and you're the reason.

even when i'm leaving, you don't seem to give a damn.

you made a joke out of me.

to think i mind so much about you.

what a joke, i won't anymore.

i'm too tired.

You made me happy.

hey baby,

just when i was about to give up waiting,

you called me for some silly chat.

i was over excited that i'm couldn't stop smiling.

though i was the one who initiate to meet,

but you readily agreed.

i'm just a silly girl that feels happy just like that.

you brought smiles to my face.

if you were around, i bet you would have laughed at me.

you made me laughed at those paranoid moments i had,

you made me can't keep my eyes of you,

you definitely made me happy.

i love you baby.

i wanna spend so much more time with you.

you presence is so much needed.

thanks for today.