argh! i give up on posting the super long post of my japan trip.
too many pictures to post, too much to be said. i just put the photo album here.
interested peeps can just go take a look.
if not, never mind. :)

LINK : http://s67.photobucket.com/albums/h297/my_bloodylife/japan/

well, now i'm living a anyhow spend money lift.
i seem to be spending at least a hundred a day or even more.
where i get my money?
my long waited pay of course.
it's so good to be rich.
any rich guy want this ugly old hag? :(

i wish i were born to be prettier and not with this look.
tell me how can i do anything.

memories suddenly stumbled across me.
flooding me with unwanted emotions and misses.
i hate it, but the more i do, the stronger those memories are.
tell me how to delete them from my thoughts?
i don't need them, it have being over for more than a year.

it sucks to be me.

PICTURES

On Pay Day, 2nd October 2008.

Fishing & Prawning trip, 06 October 2008.

I didn't meant to torture it that way.
MAYBE IT SHOULD HAVE TRY TO PINCH ME!
A total of 12 prawns to be brought home for dinner. :)

Alright, enough.
I know i'm ugly. FATTY BITCH.

I not acting pretty or whatsoever.
Just scare some of you miss my ugly face.
:B

I'M BACK!

i'll post up about my trip soon!
i miss japan.

TAKE CARE PEOPLE!
i'll be back soon.

girlfriend, sorry i can't play vollyball with you.
darling, you will be miss.
shuxian, dim sum soon alright!
sushan, MISS ME!

baby, i'm sorry, but it's for your own good.

I'LL BE BACK IN ONE PIECE!
:D

i never know that parting just for a moment can be so saddening.
i can't imagine.

LADY LUCK!
WHERE ARE YOU?!
I NEED MORE TIME!

YESTERDAY

met up with sushan for lunch @ seafood harvest, bugis.
it was nice at least for the price we paid.
well spent and enjoyable.

Later in the evening, met up with darling, PeiJun, for bah chor mee!
it have been a long time ever since we went there.
aftermath, we chilled out at Mac.

i miss this lady so much!











TODAY!

met up with eric and nicholas for dinner.
dine in at fish&co, my favourite seafood platter for 2.

PS: I'll NEVER celebrate my birthday there!

followed by shisha session.
i thought it's nice, but i'm wrong.
now i wonder, why people like to shisha so much?
firstly, it doesn't have much of a kick?
secondly, no taste and it sucks.
thirdly, it seem to make me have sore throat aftermath.


well, some picture of my precious!
proudly present to you.......

MISCHA AND AYDEN!

have you ever feel lost?
have you ever feel being shadowed?

i'm not great, somehow.
maybe it's time, i don't know.
tell me, whether is it right or wrong.

just a thought, caught my stomach yelling in nervousness.
hard to understand.

it's long since i posted any photos.
be it me or whatever.

have been really busy with work.
yesterday was the last day.
today is a window shopping day!
with... sushan of course.

just realised that we have too much common stuff.
how scary! =x

can i bomb this post with photos only?
F.Y.I : we cut our hair.

BEFORE

AFTER

isn't she cute? :D

it finally ended today.
i'm so happy!

that day is nearing, ain't feeling great.
it's coming, i'm filled of excitment yet in doubts.
tell me how?

slut.

it have been really tiring for me.

tears were bound to drop yet hanging it those eyes.
feeling really down, yet i've got nobody to turn to.
scroll down that list, yet i seem to know nobody.

i told myself to be strong, yet i'm such a weakling.
i still thinking about it, i can't accept.
i know it all along, but the fact in words pierce even deeper.
tell me what can i do to change and amend?
it sucks to be me when i'm losing myself ever so slowly.

everything seem to be changing but not me.
give me those drinks and make me drunk.
numb me for a moment, and let it be long.
let me drop and fall, to the endless pit.
let me cry, with those endless flow.
call me up, and tell me that i'll be fine.
it's gonna be a lie, yet, i don't know how can feel better.

slap me awake, i beg and pray.
time is running out, yet nothing much can be done.
what i what, is not what it will be.
all have a choice, yet i give in to any choices that were made.
i've lost myself ever since.
i can't find it back anymore.

i'm tired, tell me what should i do?