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I really feel like laughing.
Why am I always in this pathetic and joke state?
Do I have the looks that I can never be number one?
Why is it so hard?

I just one a proper one.
There to make me the one.
There to tell me, I'm the only.
There to assure me.

But crap, there isn't any.
I give up, I surrender.
I won't believe, I won't trust.
Lies filled the whole of everything.

I'm speechless, that's it for everthing.
No words, no explanations.
Stop it, end it.
Goodbye, forever.

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