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am i sick or depression or what?

i don't have the mood to eat much these couple of days.
after i eat, i'll feel nauseous and really unwell.
after a couple of mouth, i'll feel bloated.

its like, so not me.

i feel a little weak.
coughing, sneezing, tummy weirdness, lethargic.
yet i don't have a fever.

dear health,
if you want me to be sick, please let me fall real ill.
not like this, halfway done, it's irritating.
it's either i be sick, or not sick.
get it?

argh, it's coming again.
off to sleep.

G'nights