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"I'm ugly"
this is what i always say to myself.
you may say i'm not, but i can't deny the fact.

i'm ugly no matter what view, inside or outside.
not only my looks, but my character, personality isn't great too.
i being to wonder aimlessly.
i can't seem to understand myself anymore.

who am i, i wonder.
the image of myself is really getting blur.
the real of me, is no longer around.
an act is put on, just to please people.

crying myself to sleep is getting more often.
it's not a want, but an action that i couldn't control.

i don't wanna be here.