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2010 wasn't much of a good year for me.
screwed up my life for the second major time.
changed into someone i never expect that i'll be.
spent all of my pay, yes, no savings.
gotten myself a boyfriend, and yes i beginning to really love him.
but hell knows what is he really feeling.
i know, i shouldn't probably think too much and just enjoy every moment.
yet, there's just too much thoughts bothering me.
i'm trying hard to pry open my brains and let him knows what i'm thinking.
but it's really tough, i'm not those kind who will speak my mind instantly.
there's so much too say yet i'm always speechless when i have the chance.
blame it on me.
seriously, i just wish that things between me and him will work out.
else, doubt i'll ever get myself into this kind of game anywhere soon.
sometimes, i really just hope he will take the initiative to meet me up or contact me.
sometimes, i really want him to give me a little surprise or anything sweet.
i know, he's not those kind of person.
and i should not have any expectation to prevent disappointment.
but i just can't help it, i'm just a girl.
if i were ever a boy, i'll the proper way.
baby, please treat me right.
i know i'm not the perfect girlfriend, but i'm trying hard.
don't expect me to keep giving and not receiving anything.
it's way too tiring.
i love you.
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