ponder and reveal.

sometimes i really wonder why am i so emotional.

it's like i can cry myself to sleep, not in mood to do anything.

and i'll just feel like hiding at home and be in my bed.

is this normal??

it is not as if i have some major breakups,

someone left me for good in another world,

family abuse or any kind of unfortunate stuff.

but why do i always feel so down?

no wrong that there are guys trying to make fool of my life.

theoretically, fuck and died.

yes, they tried to get me in the wrong dirty disgusting way.

do i even look like a free whore to you?

you guys gross me up.

if i'm lacking of control, i'd have slapped you and waking you up.

don't ever treat girls in all these manner, show them some respect.

but yet, guys just can't be bothered with their vertical sticks.

money is probably another stressful stuff for me.

i've been spoil since i'm young.

not that i get hundreds to spend but i do get what i want most of the time.

but now, everything is so different for me.

there's nobody to buy things for me, not even on birthday.

everything i want i have to work to get it.

be it just a simple dress or maybe some relaxing meal.

sometimes i feel so pathetic when my pals have to accommodate my budget.

there's so many bills for me to pay up,

there's so many things i have been longing to get.

there's so many and so many, the list seem to be endless.

if only i can strike it big instantly.

family seem to be taxing me in all areas.

money, time and emotions.

they don't seem to understand me at all.

i'm only a 20 year old kid.

i know, i'm not that young, but i do have my limits.

i need the care and concern that can only be given by family.

i'm not a superwoman who can handle everything alone.

give me some family time, and let me reminiscent.

how many of you are left in my list, friends?

i can pathetically count the number of you with one hand.

why do you all leave me here all alone?

do you know that i miss you all so much?

you all seem to have rejected me and forgotten my existence.

as much as i wish to ring you all up, i don't know where to begin.

you all seem to be so distance away from me,

"hello" doesn't seem to be able to reach your side.

i've never been confident with my looks.

yes, i admit i am another ugly and fat living in this world.

every time i look in the mirror, feeling of dejected overwhelm me.

"how can i be prettier?" i constantly asking myself.

perhaps make up help, but it's not real, a lie.

i certainly do envy people with natural beauty.

no make up yet they still stand out from the crowd.

why can't i just be like them?

even if i put on make up, i'll still never stand out or look any better.

i seriously do feel disgusted with my looks and size.

i do wish to hide or run away when i'm out with all kind of glamorous people.

i don't feel good seeing people.

all in all, i'm unhappy.

Born to be a Fool.

perhaps, my biggest regret is that i'm surviving for so long.

i should have been dead long ago, i should have.

guess, i'll be happier that way.

i waited, and waited.

yet, you ignored my presence, you ignored my emotions.

you simply ignored everything.

my stand is no longer the same.

i treated you my best, you treated me as fool, a stranger.

ask yourself, how i treated you and how you have treated me all these while.

you have your ongoing stuff, i don't blame.

but i too have my ongoing stuff, and will still take the effort to reply.

yet, you simply ignore.

don't tell me another word of yours.

your words, i can no longer believe in.

you're not there when i needed.

when you're in need, i offered to be there, yet you always reject.

you tell me what should i do, what can i do?

i lied to you i admit, you always upset me when you turned me down.

you upset me, made me pissed.

but what else can i do or say?

lies, this is to lessen the guilt that you may have.

i never will want you to feel bad about anything.

cause, you're a great friend to me, somehow.

yet, you repeat these acts so easily.

leaving me there hanging.

words, they are just plain lies.

sincerity should be showed through actions, not words.

words are cheap, actions are priceless.

but what action did i get?

don't treat me as a fool, i beg.

not this way, i won't be able to take it any longer.

i'm on the verge on giving up.

giving up on everything.

i hate myself, to be so forgiving, to be soft hearted.

never will i want to be treated in this manner, but why?

sometimes, i really do wish to be treated better.

someone to treat me really as a friend, selfless towards me.

there isn't any at all.

'fuck and die' maybe the just the perfect phrase for everything happening recently.

Breaking in Fear.

frequent nightmares, broke up in sweat.

continuously haunting me, making me fear.

unable to move on, unable to let go.

i can't handle myself anymore.

you're so dear to me, yet there's too much common.

i'm afraid, imperfection.

a wrong word, a wrong act

misunderstanding might just occur.

tell me what to do, tell me how.

maybe i should just stop, no wrong should go further.

a stop to all these, not to cheapen myself further either.

nothing should proceed further than norm.

a lesson to be learnt, yet i didn't.

an err to prevent, yet its repeating.

a threat that wasn't necessary, yet thanks to foolishness.

constantly making sin, i'm a sinner.

tell me what should be done?

Mistakes to be lived with.

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.

Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

i'm really sorry for all the silly things i've done.

was looking through those photos taken back then.

and now then did i realised, i'm missing them.

not just friends alone, it's the moment spent.

i know things will not change to the way it used to be

but least, i really wish that everything could be slightly similar.

blame me for not having the courage to speak up and apologize.

blame me for being so reckless and ignorance.

Clique 8

we were never that close as in a whole.

maybe we were close to certain individuals.

at least, you all are a group that's around me for the entire secondary school times.

created lots of emotions in me and let me understand.

you all weren't exactly there, maybe a certain few.

i'm too different from all of you, i knew it all along.

but i tried my best to accommodate, all unnecessary.

yet, i still miss those times in secondary school with you all.

crazy soccer session with all the crazy screaming,

lunch times together, neoprint sessions in town,

chilling out sessions in school and outside school.

awful quarrels, painful tears, lifetime suicide,

unimportant birthday celebration of mine,

ignorance to my feelings, mask that i wore all the times.

this is really how i felt, you all never knew.

you all are already a part of my past.

i do miss you all at times, but i know, i know.

blame it all on me.

Karen

you're my twins, we had same birthday and everything common.

i enjoyed all my times with you, i love you like my real sister.

i'm willing to just be there without anything in return.

my closest friend since primary school.

i'm bad at times, we do clashed at times due to our similar, hot temper.

i'm envy of you all times, you're someone that i do look up to.

you're a big sister who look out to me.

i'm grateful for it.

but everything keeps going up and down.

our friendship is just like a roller coaster ride.

i do treasure the times.

though we're not contacting anymore,

but whenever i pass by your place or area,

i would have the strong urge to give you a message or call.

yet i do not have the courage to send you that simple message.

i don't know what happened between us,

yet we just stopped contacting.

i heard words, and i'm upset.

but i still want you as my friend.

i do hope everything is good for you.

PJ, HK, YL.

simple people bring simple actions to make you day.

thanks for accepting me for who am i and all the simple times.

movies, chill out at mac, and cold jokes.

you're so much missed by me.

although it have been a really long time since we last met as a whole,

but i'll never forget you all and you're constantly on my mind.

seriously, i do wish we will meet up really soon.

just a simple dinner, simple chit chat session will do.

i really do miss those times in secondary school.

where we can meet anytime and go out after school.

it seems so tough nowadays with our different commitments.

and our timing always seem to clash.

you're missed.

Karen and Jasmine

ever since i left poly, we have never met up once at all.

i feel like talking and asking you all out, but somehow, something is pulling me back.

it's me again, i know.

i'm sorry about it, and i know, we can never go out together again.

just that, i do think about the past. that's all.

sorry to all.

Deceiving.

how many times you turned you back and lied to you love ones?

how many times have you forced yourself to say those mean things?

how many times have you cried after those scenes?

how many times you hurt yourself with all those lies?

you can deceive the whole world, yet not yourself.

you can put a smile at the end of the lie, but not on the soring heart.

you can pretend you're alright, when you know deep down, you're not.

you can not know anything, but your heart does.

i hate lies, yet i can't help it.

i say mean things at times, but i don't feel good either.

i miss you people, those who i once hurt.

i need you here, but it's too late.

i'm remorseful, seriously.

A Toy, I'm Not.

don't tell me you did not send those messages.

don't blame it on anybody else.

i don't know what you're up to, but i'm not a toy.

not a toy that when you wanna play, you play.

if not, you just chuck it aside and kick it with all force.

i'm really tired of all these.

moreover, you're nothing to me.

perhaps, just a friend.

what you left with me is nightmare of the only night.

i tried to forget and still treated you as my friend.

guess i'm too silly, cause i'm just a dirt.

i hate it.

please be gone and not haunt me like that.

i don't need you, or anyone like you.

realization.



well, if you don't like my actions, it's none of my problem.
you can speak up to me, but i've got my reasons for my act.
don't think you're oh-so-innocent, cause there's fault with you too.
i'm sick of you thinking that everything is everybody's fault and not yours.
you're not always right, nobody is.

you should do some self-reflection.
i know i maybe overboard, but i really can't stand you attitude.
you think you're the oh-so-good one that we can't ignore you.
you kept blabbering about things in lesson, we need concentration.

stop repeating yourself, by saying something like
"omg, ______ is so hungry" 10 times within an hour.
how do you expect us to answer when we already know.
then you will go that we ignore you.
how funny you are.

you think i'm rude, i don't disagree with it.
cause i am, i admit.
it's part of me, and you drive it to get worst.
no i don't treat all people like that, but people like you, ought to deserve something like that.

you drove me to extreme, somehow, you giving me a face of please-come-irritate-me face.
how can i resist it?
nobody could.
and you start irritation first.

excel, you do have it, yet you said you didn't have.
you don't know how to use it doesn't mean you don't have it.
you could at least try, i pity ______ and _____.
they do and rush all by themselves till 4am.
yet you just get answers from others and sent to _____ and _____ treating that you did your part.

and, you always complaining that you're tired or having some stomach ache/cramp.
and we just let you rest without complain.
once happened, second time came, followed by third.
and you just happily surfing the com at the other side saying you needed to rest.
and i was like rushing here and there.
well done.

stop taking advantages of people.
we are not oblige to it.

does all this sound irresponsible?
yes to me.

you're plain rude as well.
know it youself and stop denying it.
you're a good denier.

more to say,
but oh well, this shall be all for now.

i don't need someone who need to reconsider friendship.
it's a fake and that's not call friendship at all.
nobody is perfect, so are you.
you're the oh-so-mighty-great one.
spare us.

give a break, let's break free.

somehow, i really felt tired after everything.

it's time for me to break free from all the giving in and accommodating.

it wear me off so badly.

i tried my really best, but it seem to be so insufficient.

but it's true, everything wasn't match.

it's already a mistake to begin with.

we should have listen.

everything shouldn't be so tiring.

when things were so sweet..

dearest Darling, PeiJun, was such a sweetie today.

delivered her notes to me just for me to study.

it's like, she still have not end her exams yet.

yea, she woke up early and sent the notes to my door.

how sweet.

i miss her so freaking much. :(

i've got so much to type, but yet i've forgotten about what i wanna blog.

did lots of thinking yesterday, wasn't really happy.

i seem to miss out so much stuff, and obviously, i miss my whole bunch of friends.

it's like, everybody is so busy with their stuff and exams.

really hard for us to plan a meet up.

i don't even know their schedule.

please date me out after my papers which like ending on the 4th of sept.

i don't care who you are, just date me out.

cause, no matter what, you're so being missed by me!

no pointing of fingers, i know you miss me too.

don't tell me you don't.. :(

please stop, never great.

just now was great, cept my 2 songs were missing.

yes, today wasn't like any other night.

maybe i've not gone for a normal night for long.

but today my dressing was totally different as well.

me love it many.

maybe, cause of my cough and drowsiness, i'm not that great clubbing mood.

fuck, and thanks to some messages, making it worst.

but oh well, i've got great company with me.

it cures all bad stuff.

thanks Karmen for dancing with me.

sorry that i neglecting you and leaving you in darkness.

i'll remind myself more often, sorry for being such a bitch.

me LOVE you!

thanks Sebby as well.

though it's random, but you came.

and it's like you hate dance floor, yet you were on it.

nice bo?!

okay, i think i've got lots of great people around me actually.

yes, baddies, fuck off and fuck yourself hard.

don't screw me up for some nonsensical stuff.

i don't deserve it.

lots of love,

G'nights.

keep it left, keep it right.

if you know, if you know.

i love my friends, they are my loves.

be it new or old, fat or thin.

:)

my one crazy girl, jasmine chye.

she's random and i can talk almost anything to her.

once i meet her, i can't stop talking to her.

i'm glad i went that night.

:D

Jac Jere Flora Felicia.

school's life is completely different with them around.

yes, i bet we're really noisy in the class.

but, who cares? i love it.

girls, please let me concentrate in class.

2 more months to exams.

i must start studying and pay attention.

HAHAHA!

it's beginning of the new sem!

BITCH!

anyway, i'm looking for my lover.

i don't exactly have her photo.

but i've got a rough sketch on how she look like.

please help me keep a look out of her.

she's one person that stole my whole heart away.

i miss her badly.

if found, please contact me.

bloodylife.jacqualine@hotmail.com

thanks a million.

:D

when one is pathetic, nothing seem beautiful.

yes, call me pathetic.

nobody really bother about me.

in another word, my existence don't really matter.

whatever is it, yes you hurt me.

i thought you and i were really close.

but actual fact, it seem to be just a pathetic act.

i would wait for you till your a levels end.

i understand how stress you will be.

i didn't really wanna bother you as well.

but now, you show me that, i'm no importance.

if you change your number, you could just tell me.

if you don't have my number, you can check it out from others or just ask me online.

and hell yes, you didn't even inform me.

you can chat with everbody, go out with everybody, cept for me.

you don't know how it feels.

i tried really hard to at least date you out for a dinner date.

just a 5 mins will be great.

but you just gave me tons of rejections or ignores.

i'm really disappointed in you.

you don't know how much our friendship means to me.

i don't know what it means to you, but enough.

you did everything that were so wrong.

gracie, i'm disappointed with you, thoroughly.

enough of it already.

we're strangers.

it's different, not like normal.

do you know how tiring is it?

having to keep thinking of somebody, something, but not even be able to hold on to it.

i'm so experiencing this right now.

there's so much thing i would really like to get,

people that i really miss and so want to meet them up,

so many things i want to do,

but, there's so many restrictions.

money is the most important factor.

time is the second.

my misses are all in school, preparing for exams, projects and etc.

and hell yes, don't have much time for me.

even 5 mins, i'll be happy.

Gracie, Pei Jun, Jasmine, Shuxian, Hwee Khim, Ying Lin and others.

i so so so wanna meet them.

but i know, it won't be easy.

they have just started school, yet i'm only starting next week.

please please tell me when you all are free!

there's so much i want to buy too.

just give me a thousand, it will be enough.

i won't ask for more.

i need a job to fulfill my cravings, but yet i'm not allowed to work.

bag, shoes, top, bottom, dress, cosmetic, skincare.

all these stuff freaking need money.

even if i go out, i need money too.

hell it.

yes, more clubbing please.

before all will be too tired.

i need more happy and great time!

party party, drink drink, pictures pictures, fun fun.

i wanna travel overseas.

even to malaysia, i'll be happy.

feeling trap in Singapore.

it's so boring.

anybody?

i'm feeling so tired just thinking of all these stuff.

driving nuts.

:(

spin it right, spin it crazy.

club for the last two nights.

wednesday was crazy with all the fun and perspiration.

Phuture air con broke down and leaking water.

and hell yes, it's like a sauna with hell lots of people.

crazy.

thursday was suppose to be nice.

but it's so empty, i'm not used to it.

i wonder why is there so much bollywood people.

they danced like having prata making session.

i'm not refering to all, but those who irritated me.

don't be offended.

but all in all, i love the 2 nights.

great company, great music, great workout.

yes, i go clubbing to sweat it out.

not fishing, just music and burn fats.

photos to be updated again.

'm feeling hell-oh sick.

drowsy.

G'nights

just then, feeling ever so lousy.

dearest o9o6o9,

today i feel really lousy.

i'm upset and it makes me feel really terrible of myself.

yes, maybe i'm not a good friend.

i'm really trying so hard and yet, i failed so terribly.

i'm not a good friend, i never know how.

people treat me just like a pillar.

ignoring the presence when not needed.

but yet lean on it when feeling tired.

i don't mind this fact, cause i know i'm in some help.

but it does hurt me sometimes when ignoring get overloaded.

it makes me feel that, my presences is just so insignificant.

my opinion, my views, everything about me, is just override.

i'm not important, it's okay.

i don't matter, it's okay.

i don't have a stand, never mind.

give me a breather, some respect.

maybe that's all i need.

when you all just decide, and making it final without even asking me.

that's what made me upset.

i made my views, all so not important.

other people views, hell yes and agreement.

how do you feel if you're in my shoes?

great? happy? joyful?

i doubt so.

sometimes i feel like a fool for being a friend.

in friends, you don't need consideration.

you don't have to consider whether to continue the friendship or what.

it seems so sick and make me feel really retarded.

once a friend, is always a friend, this is my statement.

even if now you hate me, dislike me, drifted away,

but one day if you need help, i'm oh-so-willing to help you out.

this is me.

i'm going really easy on everything.

i don't wanna voice some stuff out,

cause i don't want everything to turn so ugly or anything.

i just want it to drift away.

leave me out, i keep my silence.

making joke out of me, i'll laugh with you.

shout at me, i'm all ears to it.

ignoring me, i'll just forget it.

i'm easily affected,

that's all.

Signing off,

Jacqualine

Very POP!!

so so so, i did went alone.

BUT, i met up my "competitors" there.

yes, i've never ever met them before, they are total strangers.

AND HELL YES, WE'RE FRIENDS NOW! :D

start preparing around 8.

when come to make up and preparation, i do take awhile.

ladies, what do you expect?

but well, the hair didn't turn out nice.

so, i just left it loose and slowly return back to normal.

i put on eyeshadow, but like no difference.

sad man, but i still like it when i look at the mirror that day!

:D

as for the dress, it looks really formal.

and i don't really have chances for me to wear.

so i just pick and wear it for the event.

i ended up looking like office lady or someone going function.

TOO FORMAL, though it's my favorite dress. :(

anyway, thanks to 987fm that i won tickets for this Very POP event.

yup, as one of the top 10 of the 987 Goes Gaga .

:)

as mention, i went to mediacorp to collect it.

was pretty shock on what i received.

cause it's not in a kind of letter form.

it's a mini package.

yup, it's really colorful.

and it's quite cute.

couldn't really bear to destroy it.

i just love to keep stuff for memories.

but if i don't open it, how am i going for the event.

so i just ended up cutting the very edge of it.

carefully, not destroying it.

with a pathetic small scissor, it's really quite hard to cut on that material.

it's not very thin, a little thick.

OPPS! GUESS HOW THE TICKET LOOK LIKE?!

it's really cool and unique.

i just don't know how they come up with this idea.

i'm amazed by the idea.

didn't really believe what they said about the form of invitation.

but it ended up to be true!

it's a...........................

BALLOON!

call me mountain turtle or what, but it's freaking cool to me.

well, least this is the first time i received this form of invitation.

there's printing on it, but it's too small to see when the balloon is inflated.

so, BLOW IT!

finally when the balloon is a little fuller,

i'm able to those small prints.

i'm not typing the whole text here.

read it yourself, bigger picture below!

i'm good alright, don't want you to strain your eyes.

:D

battery charged, dslr brought, ready to leave!

took a cab there and reached around 10.

so i thought Ally was about to reach too.

but noooooooo, her cab was late.

stupid uncle, make her late and thus making me waiting for her all alone.

actually kelvin was there already.

but i'm too shy to go find him to say hi.

i'm a shy girl.

but he was just beside me!

and i don't even dare to say hi.

the fact is, he know is me too.

and he, also shy to say hi.

how funny.

finally i saw Ally and her brother arrived.

they saw kelvin and friend first.

guess i just look too different from the photos.

yup, she couldn't recognize me.

so, i took the initiative.

shortly, Serene and her friend reached too.

TIME FOR PARTY!!

anyway, the Zouk area was actually filled with balloons and colors.

and i found this very cute board outside.

quite cute isn't it?

though i still don't know why they choose Simpson.

the whole Zouk was really filled with balloons.

colorful lights, colorful balloon and lots of people.

went around to explore and there's actually this POP Quiz where you can win drinks.

so, we went to try it out and we cheated!

and won a drink coupon each.

and the person who is giving the quiz, wore this super cute hat.

it is actually made of those bubble foam.

creative, she look like one of the character from some cartoon.

:D

so, the event started and the Very POP contestants were on the stage and performing.

and there's GAGA too!

she's not bad, actions were quite alike.

nice job. :)

we were camwhoring all the while.

serene was the spark to it.

she just can't stop taking photo.

so i ended up just like her.

:D

WITH ALLY!

this lady over here, is super skinny and tall!

i'm only same height as her when i'm already standing on the walkway and with her standing on the road.

am i really that short? :S

WITH SERENE!

[PS : am i getting fairer, make up too white, or the flash?]

i don't know why, but both of us are really red.

MUST BE THE RED LIGHTING!

we only drank one pathetic cup okay!

oh, and i feel that, she look a little like Nicolette.

haha!

she's like so excited that both of us got a tongue stud.

so we ended up taking photos showing it.

my tongue is fat bomb!

WITH SERENE AND ALLY!

okay, both of them are tall, i'm short!

they also, kept saying that i'm short and made me stand in between them when taking half body shot.

just to let me know.... =/

i left the 2nd earliest that day.

kelvin and friend left first.

too bad i got exam the next day.

if not i'll sure stay till closing!

it's really such a pity you know?

:(

i really hope there will be a soon soon soon again!

hur hur hur?!

Serene, Jacq, Gabriale, Jayme, Ally, Kelvin

THEY ARE REALLY NICE PEOPLE.

we should meet up soon!

it's really nice knowing!

loves!

okay, enough of blogging!

last paper tomorrow!

i should be studying instead!

but i'm already having holiday mood.....

this holiday i've got so much to do.

i can't wait, 1 more pathetic day!

come fast!

:D

BLEAH BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

take care all!

LOVE ME! :D

when one fall sick, it sucks.

gosh, have being really nauseous today.

best thing is today morning event.

was taking bus to school, then halfway there, i started to feel so nauseous that i know i couldn't continue the ride any long.

alighted at bishan and rush to the toliet.

gastric juice and yesterday's breakfast(didn't have any appetite the whole day after that.)

then my stomach, too, played tricks on me.

so come diarrhea, and so damn unlucky, aunt came too.

so i was like stuck in the toilet for whole 15mins.

perspiring like madness till my hair was wet too.

quite shock when i look into the mirror.

pale.

yes, i'm still puking up till now.

whole day already, the nauseousness is killing me big time.

hope i'll feel better tomorrow.

anyway, guess today out of 4 cab trips, 2 cab trips almost killed me.

but, i'll only tell you why tomorrow.

i'm feeling so shag now.

red light blinking, batt left 1%.

G'nights all!

PS : Very POP today is fun with the gaga-madness people. they're friendly. YES I GOT NEW FRIENDSS!!!!!!! :D update tomorrow too! :D

OKAY! I'VE DECIDED!

TOMORROW I'LL HEAD DOWN TO ZOUK ALONE!

YES ALL ALONE, I SHALL NOT ASK PEOPLE TO GO WITH ME ANYMORE.

IT MAKES ME FEEL FUCKING DESPO.

JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT'S THE RELUCTANCE FOR?!

IT'S FREE TICKET THAT I FUCKING WON.

WHY IS EVERYBODY SO FUCKING BUSY?

SO AM I, BUT I'LL STILL GO.

IT'S MY PRIZE.

I'LL GIVE THE SPARE TICKET TO SOMEONE WHO NEED IT.

AT LEAST THEY APPRECIATE IT MORE.

I'LL GO THERE AND MEET NEW FRIENDS.

YES, I'VE SO LIMITED FRIENDS NOW.

A PAIR OF HANDS ALSO CAN COUNT IT ALL.

DUNK.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW!

I starting to lose faith that i've just gain back.

oh fuck, tell me how!

how am i going to get that pile of notes into my blockhead!?

tomorrow is the bloody paper, yet i've got no mood and suffering brain block syndrome.

give me some super motivation.

i need peers motivation.

influence me with positive motivation.

PS : I HAVE REALLY LIMITED FRIEND! TELL ME WHERE TO FIND FRIENDS! POSITIVE KIND! NOT CHI KO PEK OR UNDECENT/UP-TO-NO-GOOD PEOPLE!

after reflecting and thinking, it drag me further.

with my classmates, it's crazy.

JsFs, or you can call it PIEs.

well, time seem to be well-spent with them around.

That day went over to subway, it's crazy.

we made a din over there, super noisy!

but it's really crazy and fun.

:D

PICTURES!

TELL ME SHE'S CUTE IN THIS SHOT!

TAKE #1, FAILED!

TAKE #2, much better!

Weird Face #1

Weird face #2

Weird face #3

Weird face #4

The other day went Yuki Yaki (FEL, IT'S CORRECT THIS TIME!) for lunch.

as usual, did alot of nonsensical stuff.

but too bad Felicia wasn't there with us.

if not, sure havoc one, CONFIRM!

was super hungry that day, don't know why.

must be Flora's breakfast!

that's why we went for Yuki yaki!

we were like hungry ghost man.

JITAO TAKE AND CHIONG ONLY!

BSUY COOKING by FLORA!

AND I TELL YOU! THE ICE CREAM BUFFET IS MADNESS!

YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT WE DID!

it's damn funny, and i make the ice cream till my hand tremble.

you should try it.

GETTING READY!

BEGIN ICE CREAM FREEZING!

THE SORBET! BEST!

argh, exams coming!

i should start mugging!

2 weeks time!

but on the other hand, CHEERS!

HOLIDAY SOON!

G'nights all! :D