B.O.R.E.D

if you can read my mind now,

all you can read is BORED.

somehow, i've really have nothing to do or maybe no mood to do anything.

this week is gonna be a really hectic week for me.

2 birthdays to handle and it's chinese new year.

birthdays are good but not chinese new year.

seriously vexed over my financial status.

it's not going up but straight down.

worst of all, i have not find a job yet.

and the celebrations means more spending.

my birthday trip is another issue.

i can't seem to have that enough money to travel.

but i really wanna go somewhere alone.

please rain me some money.

let everything be good.

boredom, get lost.

it's different, not like normal.

do you know how tiring is it?

having to keep thinking of somebody, something, but not even be able to hold on to it.

i'm so experiencing this right now.

there's so much thing i would really like to get,

people that i really miss and so want to meet them up,

so many things i want to do,

but, there's so many restrictions.

money is the most important factor.

time is the second.

my misses are all in school, preparing for exams, projects and etc.

and hell yes, don't have much time for me.

even 5 mins, i'll be happy.

Gracie, Pei Jun, Jasmine, Shuxian, Hwee Khim, Ying Lin and others.

i so so so wanna meet them.

but i know, it won't be easy.

they have just started school, yet i'm only starting next week.

please please tell me when you all are free!

there's so much i want to buy too.

just give me a thousand, it will be enough.

i won't ask for more.

i need a job to fulfill my cravings, but yet i'm not allowed to work.

bag, shoes, top, bottom, dress, cosmetic, skincare.

all these stuff freaking need money.

even if i go out, i need money too.

hell it.

yes, more clubbing please.

before all will be too tired.

i need more happy and great time!

party party, drink drink, pictures pictures, fun fun.

i wanna travel overseas.

even to malaysia, i'll be happy.

feeling trap in Singapore.

it's so boring.

anybody?

i'm feeling so tired just thinking of all these stuff.

driving nuts.

:(

money flies away, troubles set in.

oh my, i've seriously overspent this week!

guess i spent around 200 over nothing.

100 on hair, 50 plus on cab, 50 plus out with friends.

NOT PRODUCTIVE!

okay, i set my heart.

i shall not take cab anymore!

it's really expensive and i'll still be late.

maybe i should make a habit to prepare earlier and leave early.

oh, and guess what!

today, i worn heels out to the street.

and thanks to my stubbornness, i came home with my feet sore and full of blisters.

HAHA, I'M LIKE LAUGHING AT MYSELF NOW!

worst of all,

a blister burst, and it's at the sole of the feet.

i'm limping my way now.

sucks sucks!

and FINALLY!

i've permed my hair.

my mummy said it's ugly and don't suit me.

whereas my friends said it's not bad cept for ONE person.

i'm sad by the respond.

but, I'M STILL HAPPY WITH MY CHANGE! :D

photos will be up soon, i hope.

maybe monday? :D

G'nights.

turn it all over new, yet everything will still be the same.

Packed my room during the weekend.
seriously, i need to renovate my room.
something seem to be missing, the walls are disturbing empty.
can't stand it yet i don't have a penny to do anything.

tomorrow my last day of work and left a few days for me to enjoy.

gosh, please please please.

may those few days turn out well and good.

i seem to have lost my freedom ever since.

sucks.

it's seem so long, yet short in actual.



met up with darling in town just now.
like finally? seriously.

the last time i met her was new year's eve/new year.
not lunar new year.
of course, i miss that girl.

went for pedicure session.
it's great cause finally all my dead skin is gone.
and i finally had french pedicure.

don't mind my PIG toes. :(

i had french manicure lots of time.
but not for pedicure.
guess i still prefer to french manicure.
:S

how long have it been since i've done shopping online?
months and months!
i'm a poor girl.

maybe count it as a moment of impulse.
but i've spent almost a hundred in moments.
and now i'm only left with 3 bucks in my bank!
will any kind souls "accidentally" transfer some money to me?
HEHE!

anyway, i'm satisfied with my buys!
all of them i'll use it for sure.
and it's pretty!

M·A·C 'Hello Kitty®' Brush Collection

Geo Lens : Angel Colour in green.

Geo Lens : Honey Wing.

argh, i need money badly!
there's so many things i wanna do.
but yet i can't.

reasons?
LACKING OF FUNDS!
give me some events job please!
lobangs?

:(

G'nights

somehow, i'm still looking out for.

*WANTED!*

HAHAS!
does that photo remind you of maid selection or wanted man photo?
it's me okay?! NOT MAID OR WANTED MAN!
all my identification photo, somehow, just sucks.
or maybe you can tell me, who have nice ones?
sucks!

Anyway, yesterday night i was soooo bored that i started playing with my make ups!
just trying to the basic and practice.
trying to be a gorgerous chick? try harder.

it went alright, but after everything was done, i started to go crazy.
i started drawing those creative make up with eyeliner.
it's fun man!

actually i drew the other side as well.

but the effect did not turn out as nice.

i'm quite satisfied with this but yet i can never use it in real life.

:(

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:)

G'nights

i've decided.

i'm gonna leave for my major interest.
i'm not gonna waste anymore time and money on something that i do not like.
instead, i'm going for something else now that at lease give me a jab of adrenalin.

yes, i'm sorry sister for wasting so much of your money.
i'll repay you back and i'll work hard and prove to you that this is the better choice for me.
i'm not gonna regret, cause this is my final choice.

understand me, i don't like to force myself on something that i really dislike.
you might think this is a moment of foolishness, but to me is not.
it's a choice that i've delayed, no time shall be wasted anymore.
love me, trust me.

friends, support me.
remind me to stay focus and do not give up.
this might be a real tough battle for me.
but i believe that i can do it.
put faith in me, i'll prove myself.

loves. :)

it's haunting me day and night.

"eh, you okie?"
this was part of the dream, i miss it.

somehow, i didn't get to enjoy yesterday night.
when it's the part, we gotta go.
how mood spoiling.
or maybe is it my health killing me?

waste of my money.
i'm broke, money please.

i want to keep it out, it's hard.

went to sales yet bought nothing.

nothing fancy me.

how sad.

i wanna go shopping, yet i have no money.

i need to buy a new phone, yet i have no money.

i wanna enjoy, yet i have no money.

it's all about money in this world.

sucks.

I'VE JUST CUT MY FRINGE MYSELF!
UGLY FRINGE, but at least i look a little fresher!
:)

went to Shisedo Beauty Bazaar with Dionne today.
it's disappointing okay, but there's really cheap deals over there(i guess).
i was hoping to buy Ettusias Flat Design Liquid Foundation and Strong Separate Mascara.
BUT THEY DIDN'T HAVE IT.
argh! they only have those old range of stuff.

in the end, i only bought a Maquillage eyeshadow for myself.
double sadness! :((
but i bought something for my sister from the bazaar too.
i'm a nice sister! *evil laughs*

left the place and thinking of where to head next.

it was like drizzling, so i thought "aiya, sure can reach to Taka area before it pours. or maybe the rain stopping"

so i pull Dionne towards Taka instead of Cine.

BUT I'M WRONG!

just as we were walking there, it started to pour like madness.

and we were running like some mad women and having those stares from those idiots who have umbrellas.

thanks ar, assholes.

stayed in toilet for like half an hour to touch up those awful makeup after walking in the rain.

and got this stupid lady, just came over to use our hand dryer without even asking.

rude rude rude!

went over to watson and went to the Majolica Majorca counter.

and got so tempted with all the pretties.

but i can only buy the Automatic Liquid Eyeliner. SAVE MONEY!

i'll shall pull my mummy over there and hint her to buy for me!

HEHE!

anyway, this eyeliner seem to be pretty good.
not only is it pretty looking, but it's seem to be really lasting.
i rub with water and rub hard, it just stay beautifully.
hope it work well for my oily eyelids!
:D

at the end of the day, i feel broke!
i need more money.

i want those Anna Sui Mascara!
i want Ettusias Flat Design Liquid Foundation!
i want Majolica Majorca Lip Gloss!
MONEY MONEY, WHERE ARE YOU?!

PS : WHY AM I GETTING UGLIER AND UGLIER EVERYDAY?!
can't take it anymore!