losing myself and becoming someone else, so not me.




i'm so emotional these few days.
don't really feel like talking.
it's like there's so much things running through my head.
i have to put it off, PUT IT OFF.

things are haunting me more than like a nightmare.
it makes me feel so wrong, so wrong to be around.
yes, it's making me losing myself.
everyday i wake up, i felt slight difference.
not positive, but towards the negative.

i'm beyond redemption, beyond salvation.
everyday, seem so strange and blur.
i can't remember what i really did.
just let the time pass me by, so easily.

this is so no good.

turn it all over new, yet everything will still be the same.

Packed my room during the weekend.
seriously, i need to renovate my room.
something seem to be missing, the walls are disturbing empty.
can't stand it yet i don't have a penny to do anything.

tomorrow my last day of work and left a few days for me to enjoy.

gosh, please please please.

may those few days turn out well and good.

i seem to have lost my freedom ever since.

sucks.