when things were so sweet..

dearest Darling, PeiJun, was such a sweetie today.

delivered her notes to me just for me to study.

it's like, she still have not end her exams yet.

yea, she woke up early and sent the notes to my door.

how sweet.

i miss her so freaking much. :(

i've got so much to type, but yet i've forgotten about what i wanna blog.

did lots of thinking yesterday, wasn't really happy.

i seem to miss out so much stuff, and obviously, i miss my whole bunch of friends.

it's like, everybody is so busy with their stuff and exams.

really hard for us to plan a meet up.

i don't even know their schedule.

please date me out after my papers which like ending on the 4th of sept.

i don't care who you are, just date me out.

cause, no matter what, you're so being missed by me!

no pointing of fingers, i know you miss me too.

don't tell me you don't.. :(

all the misses, seriously.

omg, i miss clubbing.

but i miss my better complexion more.

no make up, just out like that.

gosh, what's happening to me now?

thursday quickly come!

i wanna go dblo/play.

be it whether am i going alone or what.

I WANNA GO CLUB!

seriously.

it's different, not like normal.

do you know how tiring is it?

having to keep thinking of somebody, something, but not even be able to hold on to it.

i'm so experiencing this right now.

there's so much thing i would really like to get,

people that i really miss and so want to meet them up,

so many things i want to do,

but, there's so many restrictions.

money is the most important factor.

time is the second.

my misses are all in school, preparing for exams, projects and etc.

and hell yes, don't have much time for me.

even 5 mins, i'll be happy.

Gracie, Pei Jun, Jasmine, Shuxian, Hwee Khim, Ying Lin and others.

i so so so wanna meet them.

but i know, it won't be easy.

they have just started school, yet i'm only starting next week.

please please tell me when you all are free!

there's so much i want to buy too.

just give me a thousand, it will be enough.

i won't ask for more.

i need a job to fulfill my cravings, but yet i'm not allowed to work.

bag, shoes, top, bottom, dress, cosmetic, skincare.

all these stuff freaking need money.

even if i go out, i need money too.

hell it.

yes, more clubbing please.

before all will be too tired.

i need more happy and great time!

party party, drink drink, pictures pictures, fun fun.

i wanna travel overseas.

even to malaysia, i'll be happy.

feeling trap in Singapore.

it's so boring.

anybody?

i'm feeling so tired just thinking of all these stuff.

driving nuts.

:(

so much to say, yet so little time to be spent.

HELLO!

have been wanting to blog ever since wed.

but did not have the time to do so, or maybe it's mood.

anyway, i'm really happy on wed, before that, sad to extreme.

happy part is that, finally finally, i went to club with karen again.

it's like ever since one year ago.

yes, we did have hell lots of fun.

both of us got a little tipsy.

it's rather rare for me to get tipsy and can't stand or walk really straight.

but not drunk i remember every single moment.

not that i'm a good drinker but i just drank a little fast and mood is not really straight.

but i love it, hope this coming wed will just be as great.

more drink, louder music and better tracks!

oh ya! another happy matter is, i finally met my AIAI!

JASMINE CHOW!

you don't know how much i missed her.

yes, i don't miss poly life at all but i do miss her.

when i saw her, i feel that it's like years ever since i saw her.

just about half a year that i've not met her.

but it seem to be so much longer.

she's someone i can just talk frank with.

it just feels so nice to meet someone that you miss yet didn't have chance to date her out.

it's really rare to meet her on the street or something.

thanks Jasmine.

my holiday feels more complete now.

:)

today is a pretty boring and alone day for me.
not, i don't feel lonely.
in fact, i had all those peaceful thoughts.

i watched movie alone today, again.

He's just not that into you.
it's a nice show, no doubts.
though i don't understand the beginning, but the ending was all happy.

yes, i almost cried somehow.
it's not exactly related to me, but, i don't know.
i'm really emotion these few days.
guess i need a good cry.

it's a cold day, a not that perfect day.
i miss all the people that used to be around me.
but they seem to be all gone, disappear.

people, are you here?
you know i'm refering to you right?

there's so much i want to tell you...


Gosh, i've got tons of photos to blog.
really, it's alot.

well, i'm really happy now.
it's those kind of relieve happiness.
i've made the choice and changing for the better.
support me.

i've met up with ShuXian, Mischa and Gracie.
yes, i miss them like madness.
it's like how long have i never really sit down with them and talk about those ongoings.
yes, i do miss those old times when plenty of time is around.
guess, time really pass fast.

so, monday, i met up with ShuXian and Misha.
but i met up with ShuXian first to have lunch since Misha is busy at work.

went to Ma Maison at Bugis.
well, it's really a nice place to dine.
and it well reminded me of a place in Japan that i've dined at back then.

the set lunch is pretty cheap as well.
2 sets of lunch only came up to 34.
which means, 1 set around 17 bucks.
and the set lunch includes soup of the day, salad, bread/rice, main course and coffee/tea.
worth it isn't it?

the environment is quite homely and warmly.
it's like back to olden western days.
the service isn't bad as well.

just take a look at the menu.
it's made of leather, unique isn't it?

their billing system is quite unique as well.
maybe i kiasu or something, but this is the first time that i ever came across this kind of system.
i was given a key and when i ask for the bill, i just have to produce the key at the counter.












after dining at Ma Maison, we were seriously craving for desserts in MOF.
so there we go and we hope over to MOF and have our desserts.
and as you all know MOF is a Japanese Style type of cafe.
so, what's famous in Japanese desserts?
Green Tea related stuff and red bean right?
and that SHUXIAN, qi si wo, DON'T EAT GREEN TEA RELATED STUFF!
dammit, there goes my Green Tea ice cream.
:(

we only order desserts, and the blur waitress asked something that sort of stunned us.
" do you want it to be served now or later? "
HAHA, maybe funny to me and ShuXian, but we only have desserts eh.
if don't serve now, when you going to serve us?
LOL.

after the 2 desserts are served, we started to fool around.
guess we were pretty noisy then, since there wasn't much people.

This is what i call Greedy Pig!

Only food in her eyes and mind!

Rice dumpling VS "meatball"?

HAHAHA!

my hair looks long here, but in fact, it's not!
GROW FASTER PLEASE!

Guess she don't know how to use Camera Phone?

so seriously we ate alot of food.
and was like super full when we left.
i felt like a glutton!
GOSH!

aftermath, headed over to Haji Lane and Arab Street.

and she was the model, i'm the photographer.
it's really funny but the sun wasn't good.

spoiler.

after everything went over to City Hall and met up with Misha.

and it's like really long since i ever saw her.

so it was really nice to see her that day.

while waiting for bus at the bus stop to head over to city hall,

we started to camwhore and making funny faces.

people stared, we don't care.

guess that uncle just wanna take a pic with her.

Chilled around Esplanade and talk about those silly old stuff.

it seem really childish, wtf, act cute and etc.

but it's really those times that were really fun and fast flying.

guess, it's quite impossible to be like that time once more.

met up with gracie the day after for dinner.

went to have Northern Indian food.

NAAN, i just love it

had some chats and updated each other on the happenings.
it seems like we haven't really talk like that for a very long time.
and i really miss her and love all this conversations.
i shall meet up with her more often if possible.
just like those old times!

i need to meet up with darling soon!
i miss that woman!
TUESDAY FASTER COME PLEASE!

well, have added a new beautiful melody to my blog.

it brought me tears and some painful memories.
making me regretting more.
but i won't regret who i've loved.

there's no doubt that i make silly mistake.
but what done is done.
i either choose to regret or treat it as a lesson.
maybe, i should not regret.

i feel like tearing now.
i miss the old me, i miss my friends, i miss him.
i miss those times when everything was in place.
now everything seem to be falling apart.
yet i can't do anything.
i'm plain useless.

g, you know how i feel.
yet you can't forget the past.
it's time to move on.
i'll wait.