A Relieve of Heart.

it's so nice to have someone really there to listen.

someone who really understand.

she knows everything.

though, we don't really meet that often.

maybe once or twice a month.

but she knows everything, and not forgetting much about it.

i know i can always tell her everything, she don't judge me.

thanks for being there.

i start to daze off every now and then.

drifting into the thoughts of losing.

it's an unknowingly thing.

i can feel my heart aching every now and then.

reasons unclear, yet it seems like my mind knows it all without my acknowledging it.

it seems like i'm separated in within.

moodless and numb,

there's nothing much more to say.

i'm tired.

when things were so sweet..

dearest Darling, PeiJun, was such a sweetie today.

delivered her notes to me just for me to study.

it's like, she still have not end her exams yet.

yea, she woke up early and sent the notes to my door.

how sweet.

i miss her so freaking much. :(

i've got so much to type, but yet i've forgotten about what i wanna blog.

did lots of thinking yesterday, wasn't really happy.

i seem to miss out so much stuff, and obviously, i miss my whole bunch of friends.

it's like, everybody is so busy with their stuff and exams.

really hard for us to plan a meet up.

i don't even know their schedule.

please date me out after my papers which like ending on the 4th of sept.

i don't care who you are, just date me out.

cause, no matter what, you're so being missed by me!

no pointing of fingers, i know you miss me too.

don't tell me you don't.. :(

remain there but yet drifting.

I'm sooooo tired and sleepy!

but i don't feel like sleeping.

i'm sure i'll fall dead asleep once i put my head onto my pillow.

but i don't want, what's wrong with me?

oh, i'm meeting Pei Jun darling in about 11 hours time.

i miss her, she's my bitch.

time faster pass me by please, so i can see her real soon.

i'm bringing her to aston for lunch!

yes, aston again.

i just love their food so much.

cheap and yummy tasting!

don't get sick of me please!

:D

it's drawing near, ain't prepared for it.

that's right. abcdeFUCKu.

yes, i know you must be like wtf-ing.
i know i'm ugly, but, let me post some pictures that include me.

and i love my darling.
do i even need to say it out?
most importantly is she knows it.
:)

that's the night where i met up with lots of friend.
you just don't know how much i enjoyed myself.
eating ribs, drinking alcohol, crap and laugh.
everything is so positive somehow.

This is a fucking cool shade.

i love black, black love me.
i suit black, black looks good.
but, i'm too black, i wanna be white.
HOW?!

okay, now enough pictures of me.
cause i can't stand it as well.
i feel disgusted, but i still feel like posting.

now, i shall poison you with some cutness of Ayden.
he's just some one who can't stop biting.
whatever landed in his hand, he will just bite and make the thing wet.

Coach is just another baby bitting tool.

and this boy, seriously love to control the wheels.
be it the walker, car or those kiddy machine,
if there's a sterring wheel kind of stuff, he will love it.

went ice skating with Nicholas, Ziwei and Eric the other day.
crazy hell, it's damn funny.
but before i tell you why......

Nicholas & Eric

Nicholas & Ziwei

Jacqualine & Ziwei

[PS : Me and Ziwei look damn pale in that photo. Contrast don't work too.]

okay, so the actual fact, our main motive for going ice skating was to make Eric fall.
why? cause Eric don't know how to skate.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

first time he fell, me and Ziwei didn't get a good watch.
only saw him standing up.
so it's not counted alright.

then Nicholas, Ziwei and I started planning.
phone was passed to Ziwei, the camera-woman.
Nicholas, as the coach for Eric.
Me, the pusher.
HAHAHAH!


i've got video for it.
i'm sure you will have a good laugh from watching the video.
cause all of us did.
DAMN FUNNY!

*WARNING : Please soften your speaker. You will know why*

how was it?
comment your views and share!
but i know you won't. sucks.


went AMK hub with my family today.
and guess what i bought?

uKids Sparkle!

alright, i know, i'm no longer a kid.
but this is really cheap and cute.
it's only 18 bucks, and i need to chang a toothbrush.
so, JUST NICE.

and, finally, i bought eyeliner.
it's running low on my current one.
always wanted to buy this Maybelline Gel Eyeliner,
but am too cheapo to pay it myself.
and today, i'm out with my family.
so, do i even need to futher explain?

anyway, if you wanna buy tweezer,
be it plucking eyebrow, underarm or even asshair or any hair you want,
i seriously do recommend The Body Shop tweezers.
well, it's good and sharp.
and moreover, it's cheap, it's only 5.90.
you get a great tweezer with that price, isn't it worth?
:D

anyway, sister bought me the new Biore Hydra-Clear Makeup remover.
cause i'm having a hard time to remove my Fasio Mascara.
and i think Biore make up remover is good enough to remove it well.
or maybe the wipes only.
and i, too, wanted to get my hands on this new Biore Hydra-Clear Makeup Remover.

well, it's not bad.
but i haven't tried it with the Fasio Mascara.
will give it a try tomorrow.
hope it will work.

and now, i've got 4 make up removers.

Fancl, in my opinion,
it's too oily and don't really help to clean of waterproof mascara.
but, i do like the part when i wash my face after.
i can see that it did remove the rest of my make up and it feels clean aftermath.

Simple, its good for light make up days.
Not working well with mascara, but least it cleans off every bit of eyeliner.
but the sticky aftermath feeling is something i don't like.
not oily, but sticky.
but the best thing about it, is that, no perfume and no colour.
guess, it's good for those who have sensitive skin.

Biore Wipes, this one is the best of all.
remove those hard to remove mascara.
doesn't feel sticky, or oily.
remove almost every trace of make up.
i love this.
but it's not enviromental friendly.
that's what i dislike about it.

when it bring thing close to unexpected tears.


met up with Pei Jun just now.
that one moment of stare and shockness,
then with a oh-so-natural hug.
at that moment, so many things run through my mind.
that's when i almost let those unknown tears roll of the brim of my eyes.

i believe, she felt the same too.

thanks darling.

i just can't stop myself from thinking.



20th December 2008

*WARNING* : IMAGE HEAVY! MAY TAKE AWHILE TO LOAD!

it was a really busy and a look-forward-for day.
i'm really excited for this day to come. you all can refer to previous few post.
prepared myself and darling came over to my house.
and we started doing all those last minute touch up, changing, styling of hair, and etc etc!

darling look really pretty that day with the fake eyelashes.
hence, lots of photos are taken though i might spoil the photo!
total photos taken is around 200+ within around 5 hours.
isn't that crazy?
:S

isn't she pretty?

what we wore for the party

darling, PeiJun

me, Jacqualine


Us before leaving.

after getting ready, we went to have eat our lunch.
by the time we are ready to leave, it's already 6pm.
and the party start at 6pm.
so, we are late like always.

cabbed down, and we start taking photos again.
i bet, the taxi driver couldn't stand our noise and keep taking of photos.
snap snap snap snap!

My makeup for the day.

i love the eyeshadow.

THANKS DARLING!




Her makeup.
i love her eyes with those falsies.:D

I love Darling. <3

she's scare of the speed, which is only 70km/h. LOL!

are we like sad enought?

guess, she's disgusted by my face. :S

my backview

her sexy back. :)

double peace in different color

she love this photo but she said her finger spoiled it.

i love this

sweet, ain't it?

happy and excited.

i swear the taxi diriver is pissed of with us.

he's pretty rude when we are paying.

it's like, we didn't even offend him or anything.

but just enjoying right?

anyway, when we reached DXO, i realised, we are not overdress or anything.

there's so many people who dress even more accordingly to the theme.

we are counted as simple and anyhow dress already.

can you imagine it?

so there's a phototaking of every invited guest at the entrance.

and we are given this coupon.

didn't really know what is it for, but, aiya, just keep la.

our tickets to the event!

us in DXO. :D

HAPPY HAPPY EXCITED EXCITED!

i was just trying to find something!

see our bright smile! :D

The Event main area.

demure smile.

isn't she sexy? *nose bleed*

okay, just say i'm short and fat!

we just couldn't stop snapping!

can you like see the height difference?

she loves me too!

but guess, i love her more?

can anybody tell me why am i so short?!

darling and the photographer, which happen to be sarah's friend.

and they know each other. coincident, isn't it?

me and that guy. HAHA, he's at the same height as me!

we left the even shortly cause i've got a bbq.

argh, no goodie bag for us.

but we manage to get the stamps that are printed with our photos on.

that's what are the coupons for.

sweet. :D

and there we go, cabbed down to East Coast Park.

snapping around again!

LOL

darling doesn't know how to make funny faces.

but guess, i'm look better in those funny faces.

Funny-faces-Queen!

Guess, we look a little shag over here right?

darling with the myStamp.

me with the myStamp.

this tis the myStamp. pretty!

but our face look abit plastic over there. :S

Us with the myStamp.

anyway, thanks to vPost.

they sponsored the event with myStamp.

which is personalised with our photos.

so, everybody will have their unique stamp.

:D

reached East Coast and found an empty pit that we can use.

it's really relaxing over there.

i love East Coast Park, it really relaxing.

but yet, it's filled with some memories.

=/

while waiting for the food and people to arrive,

darling and i got bored and we started taking photos again.

i tell you, this is really the 1st time that we ever snap so much.

it's like we seldom snap photos.

but somehow, on that day, we went crazy.

my heart

her heart.

don't you all feel that she can be a model?

okay, but not me!

she really look sweet looking.

actually we are just pretending to take those model shots.

silly us.

do i look drunk?

i'm just buttoning, not checking my bra!

end result. :D

funny face 1 by darling

funny face 2 by Darling

funny face 1 by Jac

funny face 1 by Jac

suppose to be grumpy faces?

Classic shot!

darling then unwrap the present that i give her earlier on.

HAHAHA, it's funny to see her unwrap.

and i just keep snapping pictures of her!

shan't post here, later she kill me

she loves the present. :)

then eric, nicholas and his brother came.
slack around and darling gotta go off and meet her band friends.
after a long while my sister finally came and we started to bbq!
not much photos for bbq, even there is, it's with eric.

bbq till 1 plus and drink till around 4.
poor eric keep losing and have to drink.
my sister enjoy drinking with eric though.
the whole process is funny.
we even keep running to the washroom cause of high tide.

after packing and stuff, went over to mac for breakfast.
and took photos of ayden.
and back and HOME SWEET HOME!