I starting to lose faith that i've just gain back.

oh fuck, tell me how!

how am i going to get that pile of notes into my blockhead!?

tomorrow is the bloody paper, yet i've got no mood and suffering brain block syndrome.

give me some super motivation.

i need peers motivation.

influence me with positive motivation.

PS : I HAVE REALLY LIMITED FRIEND! TELL ME WHERE TO FIND FRIENDS! POSITIVE KIND! NOT CHI KO PEK OR UNDECENT/UP-TO-NO-GOOD PEOPLE!

when it will be put into waste..

the past is the past, yet i'm still holding like it's the future.

what the hell am i doing, i don't understand about me, especially this thought.

reminiscing about it is such a torture, and i bring it upon myself.

am i really that sadistic?

forget it.

anyway, anybody want tickets for friday Very Pop @ zouk?

i won it from 987 Goes Gaga.

well, exams period and i'm stuck with studying.

but well, i don't know if i can give people like this.

gosh, later i'm blacklisted in 987.

maybe i'll pop by.

2 hours only, 10-12.

should be no harm right?

somemore next day is english.

advise me man, but nobody is free to go with me.

projects, exams, school, work.

MAYBE I SHOULD GO ALONE!

least, that's what i've being wanting to do.

GO TO THE CLUB ALONE.

always see it on tv, i wanna try it too.

guess it's like fucking cool.

:D

i've decided.

i'm gonna leave for my major interest.
i'm not gonna waste anymore time and money on something that i do not like.
instead, i'm going for something else now that at lease give me a jab of adrenalin.

yes, i'm sorry sister for wasting so much of your money.
i'll repay you back and i'll work hard and prove to you that this is the better choice for me.
i'm not gonna regret, cause this is my final choice.

understand me, i don't like to force myself on something that i really dislike.
you might think this is a moment of foolishness, but to me is not.
it's a choice that i've delayed, no time shall be wasted anymore.
love me, trust me.

friends, support me.
remind me to stay focus and do not give up.
this might be a real tough battle for me.
but i believe that i can do it.
put faith in me, i'll prove myself.

loves. :)

when i thought i did, my heart dropped dead.

i just realised i haven't been posting images.
all words, how boring.
but what to do, i'm sick and a school girl.
sucks.

i promised to make a better post soon.
i've got tonnes of images.
argh, soon soon soon!

anyway, ask me to die.
i've not studied for my DEC test tomorrow!
argh, i better scoop my butt and poke my eyes.
i'm so distracted by this damn laptop doing nonsensical stuff.

photoshoot at the Botanic Garden.
am i looking forword to it?
half-half, it's in the damn morning.
not very early, but it's at 9am.
do you know how much i hate to wake up in the morning?!
sucks.

i'm putting a stop here now.
shall study a little and sleep!
i'm tired.

or maybe i should study tomorrow, no is later in the day!
HAHA!




G'nights y'all!

it have been really a long time ever since i've done manicure or padicure.
well, of course, i did it myself.
i'm a poor kid, you all should know.


it's not very pretty or blink.
just a simple work done.
maybe, next time, i'll do something nice.
maybe, i'll remove tomorrow when i wake up.
i'm bored.


i need to study hard tomorrow.
test on thursday. eiks!
tomorrow day time is for studying.
night time, i shall party, i hope.
:)