will there always be a tomorrow?

gosh, i'm so tired.

tomorrow is my presentation,

yet i'm not prepared for it.

projects, presentation, work and etc.

it's driving me mad like hell.

anyway, welcome my 2 additional card!

my long waited driving license and citi clear card.

shiok to the max!

oh oh oh!

play @ butter fact tonight.

i'm so gonna go!

i can't wait luh.

it better be good.

dblo that night sucks to the max.

raiding included, hell it.

:D

when it will be put into waste..

the past is the past, yet i'm still holding like it's the future.

what the hell am i doing, i don't understand about me, especially this thought.

reminiscing about it is such a torture, and i bring it upon myself.

am i really that sadistic?

forget it.

anyway, anybody want tickets for friday Very Pop @ zouk?

i won it from 987 Goes Gaga.

well, exams period and i'm stuck with studying.

but well, i don't know if i can give people like this.

gosh, later i'm blacklisted in 987.

maybe i'll pop by.

2 hours only, 10-12.

should be no harm right?

somemore next day is english.

advise me man, but nobody is free to go with me.

projects, exams, school, work.

MAYBE I SHOULD GO ALONE!

least, that's what i've being wanting to do.

GO TO THE CLUB ALONE.

always see it on tv, i wanna try it too.

guess it's like fucking cool.

:D

if there isn't respect, walk away.

Yesterday, seem to be some reunion day for me.

well, went to meet Edmund for some time wasting, followed by meeting Pei Jun.

Actually planned to go Amk Hub for subway, but unexpectedly, we met up with 2 people that we were talking about the day before.

Ying Lin and Hwee Khim.

it feels really nice, it's really been awhile ever since i saw them, especially, Ying Lin.

dinner was filled with all the catching up and laughters.

food was great and cheap at Tony Roma's.

aftermath, met up with Eric, Yau and some other people for some drinking session.

well, though it's a little weird due to 2 different group,

but overall, the drinks make everything fine.

chat, crap, drink till around 4.

PS : i'm not going to sing anymore, sucks.

it felt really great to meet them in just a day.

i really did enjoy myself with every single of them.

thanks, really.

today,
first day of school, it's isn't bad but not great.
went to school with a ultimate puffy face, especially eyes.
lack of sleep, alcohol, nervousness.

late for class and settle down weirdly.
class seem to be unfriendly, or maybe they are just shy.
but i feel that, i'm in some blind date/matchemaking stuff.
well, it's too early for me to judge.
i do like this new environment.

rather upset at the later part of the day, after school.
i feel that, i do not even have the least respect.
if you just wanna show off and ignoring my feelings, i'll gladly walk away.

i love you, and i know you love me to.
but, your actions are really intolerant and really hurt me till a seriously great extent.
you taught me before to think before i act, but why ain't you implying this to yourself?
i think you do need some reflection, everybody do.
this isn't great, you will end up losing.


shall grab some early sleep today.
hopefully no puffiness tomorrow.
else, i'll stuck my face in a bowl of ice water.
:D

G'nights

still as much, or is it more?

i'm happy, yes, satisfying happiness.

REASON(S) :

- i spent quality time with my family
- met up with Shuxian
- bought my new phone, C905.
- changed my mobile number.
- went facial.

okay la, simple reasons but yet, i'm happy enough.

next my targets will be :

- meet GRACIE LIM MEI HUAN!
- meet HUANG PEI JUN!
- brazilian waxing ( YES PLEASE!)
- manicure and pedicure
- bake something
- cooking a delicious meal
- ride a bicycle along ECPark
- jogging at the space near Potong Pasir
- hanging out with some old pals

and alot more la.
it's just one long long list that's will take me the whole night to type.
and will be a bore for you to read.
so might as well, spare it.
:S

it's monday now, which means, a new week!
sucks, the travelling time to school!
headache man, how i wish there's someone or me, personally, can drive to school.

i promise to turn up for school everyday till end of this semester.
i'll do my work and finish up everything that is undone.
i'll be a good girl, really.

HAHAHAH!
anyway, now i don't mind being a full time nanny.
i suddenly found my passion on taking care of babies.
anyone wanna hire me?
i can take care of 2 babies at one time.
:)

but, they might become liks siao zhabor like me.
this is what happening to Mischa and Ayden.
my 2 sweety pies.

okay, time to fall into my bed.
which i'm already am.

G'nights.

i'm in school now, finally.
my eye itch like frying peanuts and yet i forgot to bring my drop.
sucks, gotta stop rubbing my eyes before it pop out.

starhub, please quickly bring in C905 in black.

DEC retest tomorrow, i'm not prepare.
let me die please.

argh, laugh at me.
i'm super reluctant to go school tomorrow!
it's a brand new semster.
yet, i'm looking towards it, instead, i dread for it.
sucks.

can i just quit school or request for a longer holiday?
i've so much things that i've not done.
prawning, photo shooting, developing photos, shopping, nua-ing, hitting kbox, bling my laptop, do my nails, bake my cookies, etc etc ETC!
argh, can't my holiday be longer a little more?
NO CHOICE!

anyway, i'm intending to find a part time job!
i don't need a job that is too slack that i'll end up wasting my time doing nothing.
i don't need a job that need to much brain cell.
i don't need a job that will drain me out.
maybe, i just need a job that will give me good money and spend my time wisely.
any recommandation?

i don't mind baby-sitting.
i don't mind being a tuition teacher for p1-p2, sec1-sec2.(maths only!)
i don't mind being a mystery shopper.
i don't mind doing surveys.( me doing it, not asking people to do it)
i don't mind baking or cooking.(give me the recipe, i'll do it half well!)

HAHA, my requirement is not that high right?
just simple requirement to satisfied.
best is that the job will pay me 7-10 per hours.
more money i also don't mind.
:D

i'm so gonna pack my room in a moment later.
its in a MESSY SHIT condition.
hopefully it will maintain well.
if not, i'll be wasting my effort somehow.

OH YA!
my crystals are coming real soon!
i can't wait for it and do something out of it.
i pray that it will come next week!
maybe, wednesday?

argh, i pending lots of mails.
when will they be in my mail box?
make it real soon!
i just can't wait!

i shall meet up with some friends next week.
HOPEFULLY!
:D

PS : can anybody share with me some hair growing secret?! my hair is growing ever so slowly!