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Mistakes to be lived with.

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.

Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

i'm really sorry for all the silly things i've done.

was looking through those photos taken back then.

and now then did i realised, i'm missing them.

not just friends alone, it's the moment spent.

i know things will not change to the way it used to be

but least, i really wish that everything could be slightly similar.

blame me for not having the courage to speak up and apologize.

blame me for being so reckless and ignorance.

Clique 8

we were never that close as in a whole.

maybe we were close to certain individuals.

at least, you all are a group that's around me for the entire secondary school times.

created lots of emotions in me and let me understand.

you all weren't exactly there, maybe a certain few.

i'm too different from all of you, i knew it all along.

but i tried my best to accommodate, all unnecessary.

yet, i still miss those times in secondary school with you all.

crazy soccer session with all the crazy screaming,

lunch times together, neoprint sessions in town,

chilling out sessions in school and outside school.

awful quarrels, painful tears, lifetime suicide,

unimportant birthday celebration of mine,

ignorance to my feelings, mask that i wore all the times.

this is really how i felt, you all never knew.

you all are already a part of my past.

i do miss you all at times, but i know, i know.

blame it all on me.

Karen

you're my twins, we had same birthday and everything common.

i enjoyed all my times with you, i love you like my real sister.

i'm willing to just be there without anything in return.

my closest friend since primary school.

i'm bad at times, we do clashed at times due to our similar, hot temper.

i'm envy of you all times, you're someone that i do look up to.

you're a big sister who look out to me.

i'm grateful for it.

but everything keeps going up and down.

our friendship is just like a roller coaster ride.

i do treasure the times.

though we're not contacting anymore,

but whenever i pass by your place or area,

i would have the strong urge to give you a message or call.

yet i do not have the courage to send you that simple message.

i don't know what happened between us,

yet we just stopped contacting.

i heard words, and i'm upset.

but i still want you as my friend.

i do hope everything is good for you.

PJ, HK, YL.

simple people bring simple actions to make you day.

thanks for accepting me for who am i and all the simple times.

movies, chill out at mac, and cold jokes.

you're so much missed by me.

although it have been a really long time since we last met as a whole,

but i'll never forget you all and you're constantly on my mind.

seriously, i do wish we will meet up really soon.

just a simple dinner, simple chit chat session will do.

i really do miss those times in secondary school.

where we can meet anytime and go out after school.

it seems so tough nowadays with our different commitments.

and our timing always seem to clash.

you're missed.

Karen and Jasmine

ever since i left poly, we have never met up once at all.

i feel like talking and asking you all out, but somehow, something is pulling me back.

it's me again, i know.

i'm sorry about it, and i know, we can never go out together again.

just that, i do think about the past. that's all.

sorry to all.