Understand.

My photo
you don't have to know me, you probably can't judge me either. i'm neither simple nor complicated. just a normal living that you, unfortunately, come across with.
Valentine.
A person singled out especially as one's sweetheart.





it's Valentine's day as well as first day of Chinese New Year.
lots of couple missed celebrating Valentine together.
not some sweet romantic whole day date with their partners.
but probably, some boring visiting to relative's who don't even bother much.

well, Valentine's day don't have to be celebrated with your another half.
it can also be celebrated with your family or friends.
but this year, i doubt there's any choice for most people.
good or bad?

actually, i don't really bother about Valentine or Chinese New Year.
both doesn't really matters to me, it's just another day.
why people wanna make such a big fuss about it?

if you're really in love, everyday should be Valentine.
why must everybody show most love on Valentine?
kind of pointless isn't it?
but yes, maybe it's a day that makes people remember to show more love.

i don't have a valentine, i admit.
i don't need one either.
yes, i might envy people who have a sweet Valentine with their partners.
yet, i guess i'm happier this way.

no flowers, no presents, no surprises, no sweet romance.
well, go ahead and laugh at me but i feel fine without those.
they are just additional stuff to make one happy.
i might sound like self-consoling, but i really feel it that way.

i do wish i get some of those, but it's not a need or must.

Chinese New Year isn't a festive that i look forward too.
people may love it cause of the "bonus" amount they can get from it.
yes, i may like it too.
but yet, hell no.

with the amount of sarcasm i received from them,
comparing to the amount they give,
it's really damn pathetic and not worth.
and i really don't like my relatives.

they maybe part of my family,
but to me, they are familiar strangers.
they won't appreciate anything.
worst is that, they are really pinching in money matters.

that's not even the actual main matter,
it's the way they look and treat you.
it's not something that's pleasant.
i rather they don't exist at all, or i don't have to visit them cause of this tradition.

i pity my mum for being the youngest in her family.
she's like limping her way from house to house.
wasting unnecessary cab fares and time.
what's the actual use of it?

LIFE.

No comments: