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Heavy hearted.

Waking up today seem to be another mistake.
Quarrels, shouting and crying filled the house.
I felt the weight in my heart the I can't stand.
I already feel torture enough, please stop.

I feel like messaging someone at that very moment.
But I could not find words to say.
I don't seem to be able express myself.
I'm scare, really scare.

Family should just stop waking me up in this manner.
Why does it seem to be so hard and tough?
I always wish that my family will have no drama.
It's really depressing to be me.

I can't hold longer.
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