you don't have to tell me, i know it myself.






was being a little crazy and bored, so i joined the 987 Goes Gaga competition.

yes, lots have already said i'm crazy and i've received alot of "wtf".

haha, but thanks to those who supported me.

anyway, i felt this is really a cool thing.

yes, personal views.

i enjoyed the process hell lots.

thanks Karen and Amy for helping me out on the last day of the comeptition.

make up, nails, clothing, photo-taking, the time and everything.

much appreciated.

anyway, i shall post some photos over here that i think is really better.

of course, you can view the 987fm Goes Gaga website for more photos of me and other competitors.

i do think they did much better job than i do.

mine is really nothing much.

1st try : using remote taking.

Last day : make up by Karen,

photoshoot by Karen and Amy.

well, do comment about those photo.

either through msn, sms or here.

whatever ways.

i just wanna know your views.

:)

everything went great last week.
or at least, most of the time.
i met up with who i want to meet up with.
except, my dearest peijun. :(

didn't wanna turn up for class.
cause i felt that, i shouldn't have.
i'm just a pretty much of a stranger.
left alone, not know much of a shit.
how sad.

time alone was not really spent yet.
maybe this week, i'll take time off from everything.
i'm rather tired.

with KAREN

with GRACIE

i feel happy with just a little chat with you.
over the moon when i meet you.
what we did add spices to it.
do you know?
i'll wait.

i won't ask for much.
just a little meet up will do.
not much time is left.
i'm getting worried.

i'm down, cause you are.
you don't share, i don't know.
i asked, no words are said.
you miss her, i teared.
but what else more i can do?
i'm here, you ignored.

you know i love you, don't you?

HAHAH! i'm retarded!
ugly retarded bitch!

had a great time today with KAREN.
or should i say the time with her is always great.
went shopping, joke around, gossip session and lots of idiotic stuff.
it's retard, but i love it.

can't wait for Wednesday for our SENTOSA trip.
KAREN READ THE LINE ABOVE CAREFULLY!

Basic Theory Test is tomorrow.
it's like finally after so long.
pray that i pass it well.

i got a little emo just now.
reflecting about last year.
comparing it to this year.
it's really different now.
people change, things are lost.

i ponder why it have to be.
i wonder what is going on.
an answer is need and yet to be answered.
what's really going on in here?

when time is gone, one regret.
unable to hold on tight and make use well.
making a wrong move, causing all to be lost.
apologise is never enough.
but what more could be done?

the misses are not touch.
the tears are not be seen.
the cries are not heard.
one is left alone, no one bothers.

what's the heaven up to?
causing all these pains and regrets.
what's the mighty lord playing with?
causing all the losses and tears.
nobody is certain.



KAREN TAN SIEW LEE

fear not, i'll be there to hold you tight.
you're a great friend that i will never wanna lose.
thanks for being there even if i kept it all to myself.
having you just right by me, is more than i can ask for.
no words might be exchanged, but presence are enough.

i'm sorry that i might be in a lost to help you at times.
but believe me, i'll never want to do that on purpose.
i'm just thinking of the best way to reduce the pain.
i'll catch your fall, be there anytime just for you.

you're a great friend, a great girl.
it's other people lost to lose you.
you're the best girl.
loves, baby.