when things were so sweet..

dearest Darling, PeiJun, was such a sweetie today.

delivered her notes to me just for me to study.

it's like, she still have not end her exams yet.

yea, she woke up early and sent the notes to my door.

how sweet.

i miss her so freaking much. :(

i've got so much to type, but yet i've forgotten about what i wanna blog.

did lots of thinking yesterday, wasn't really happy.

i seem to miss out so much stuff, and obviously, i miss my whole bunch of friends.

it's like, everybody is so busy with their stuff and exams.

really hard for us to plan a meet up.

i don't even know their schedule.

please date me out after my papers which like ending on the 4th of sept.

i don't care who you are, just date me out.

cause, no matter what, you're so being missed by me!

no pointing of fingers, i know you miss me too.

don't tell me you don't.. :(

i dreamt of you, you being the hero.

guess no words can describe exactly how i feel.

but the dream made me feel safe.

yet, i know, a dream is just a dream.

a simple crush.

it almost came out of the bag that time.

but, i hope it didn't.

:)

i smoke, i drink, i club, i play.

but this doesn't mean anything in actual life.

i'm not a bad girl.

maybe, i'm a girl who in need.

that's really all.

full-stop.

please stop, never great.

just now was great, cept my 2 songs were missing.

yes, today wasn't like any other night.

maybe i've not gone for a normal night for long.

but today my dressing was totally different as well.

me love it many.

maybe, cause of my cough and drowsiness, i'm not that great clubbing mood.

fuck, and thanks to some messages, making it worst.

but oh well, i've got great company with me.

it cures all bad stuff.

thanks Karmen for dancing with me.

sorry that i neglecting you and leaving you in darkness.

i'll remind myself more often, sorry for being such a bitch.

me LOVE you!

thanks Sebby as well.

though it's random, but you came.

and it's like you hate dance floor, yet you were on it.

nice bo?!

okay, i think i've got lots of great people around me actually.

yes, baddies, fuck off and fuck yourself hard.

don't screw me up for some nonsensical stuff.

i don't deserve it.

lots of love,

G'nights.

i've got a feeling, if i only got the whole week to myself.

somehow, i miss alot of things.

yes, almost everything.

it seem like i'm losing contact with everything.

yes, i don't have much time for myself.

how pathetic can i be?

anyway, my life is crazy now.

i don't know much about myself now.

well, life is not usual.

is it good or bad.

i miss you guys.

lots to say, no time.

opps, uglier again!

update again!

stay tuned!

will there always be a tomorrow?

gosh, i'm so tired.

tomorrow is my presentation,

yet i'm not prepared for it.

projects, presentation, work and etc.

it's driving me mad like hell.

anyway, welcome my 2 additional card!

my long waited driving license and citi clear card.

shiok to the max!

oh oh oh!

play @ butter fact tonight.

i'm so gonna go!

i can't wait luh.

it better be good.

dblo that night sucks to the max.

raiding included, hell it.

:D