it's different, not like normal.

do you know how tiring is it?

having to keep thinking of somebody, something, but not even be able to hold on to it.

i'm so experiencing this right now.

there's so much thing i would really like to get,

people that i really miss and so want to meet them up,

so many things i want to do,

but, there's so many restrictions.

money is the most important factor.

time is the second.

my misses are all in school, preparing for exams, projects and etc.

and hell yes, don't have much time for me.

even 5 mins, i'll be happy.

Gracie, Pei Jun, Jasmine, Shuxian, Hwee Khim, Ying Lin and others.

i so so so wanna meet them.

but i know, it won't be easy.

they have just started school, yet i'm only starting next week.

please please tell me when you all are free!

there's so much i want to buy too.

just give me a thousand, it will be enough.

i won't ask for more.

i need a job to fulfill my cravings, but yet i'm not allowed to work.

bag, shoes, top, bottom, dress, cosmetic, skincare.

all these stuff freaking need money.

even if i go out, i need money too.

hell it.

yes, more clubbing please.

before all will be too tired.

i need more happy and great time!

party party, drink drink, pictures pictures, fun fun.

i wanna travel overseas.

even to malaysia, i'll be happy.

feeling trap in Singapore.

it's so boring.

anybody?

i'm feeling so tired just thinking of all these stuff.

driving nuts.

:(

so much to say, yet so little time to be spent.

HELLO!

have been wanting to blog ever since wed.

but did not have the time to do so, or maybe it's mood.

anyway, i'm really happy on wed, before that, sad to extreme.

happy part is that, finally finally, i went to club with karen again.

it's like ever since one year ago.

yes, we did have hell lots of fun.

both of us got a little tipsy.

it's rather rare for me to get tipsy and can't stand or walk really straight.

but not drunk i remember every single moment.

not that i'm a good drinker but i just drank a little fast and mood is not really straight.

but i love it, hope this coming wed will just be as great.

more drink, louder music and better tracks!

oh ya! another happy matter is, i finally met my AIAI!

JASMINE CHOW!

you don't know how much i missed her.

yes, i don't miss poly life at all but i do miss her.

when i saw her, i feel that it's like years ever since i saw her.

just about half a year that i've not met her.

but it seem to be so much longer.

she's someone i can just talk frank with.

it just feels so nice to meet someone that you miss yet didn't have chance to date her out.

it's really rare to meet her on the street or something.

thanks Jasmine.

my holiday feels more complete now.

:)

it feels great to live such a live, in need of more.

when's the last time i really shopped and having bags of buys?

last year? or maybe even further back to 2 years ago.

gosh, i miss that feeling so much.

and today, finally, i did it again!

it felt so great and madly enjoyable.

of course, it's lesser comparing to last time.

but least, i'm getting back that heavenly feeling.

thanks to the girls, accompanying and shopping together with me.

a pity that flora gotta leave early, if not, there will bound to have more fun.

soon, another shopping trip please.

and yes, i owe felicia 55 bucks!

gosh, i'm in debts, can't shop much any sooner.

clear those debts and be free from them

and i'll save up for the next shopping trip.

really happy with my buys.

it's like what i've being wanting to get.

though i did not complete my list, impossible.

i need more money!

bought 2 tops, 1 biker's jacket, 1 bag and a ring.

left with bottom, dress, shoe and another bag.

the prices seem to be really quite worth it.

top is like 15 bucks each and the ring like only 4.95 bucks, from cotton on.

biker's jacket at 55 bucks.

bag is 29 bucks, originally 55 bucks.

it's not very cheap, but least, i don't feel so much of a heartache.

i feel happy.

wednesday i'm going to buy that pair of shoes, i really hope i do.

money please come to me, i'll be nice!

oh, and guess i won't be heading down to Bugis street to shop anymore.

maybe it's cheaper, but the clothes there, not my age type.

i'm old already, i can't wear those filled with weird prints.

was so disappointed with the clothing there.

just that pair of shoes and i'll be really happy. :(

[ PS : today the money spent is purely my own money, not my sisters. ]

i'm dead beat from all the shopping and walking today.

shall head to my oh-so-comfy bed now!

G'nights y'all!

just those mouth and not a word.

PHOTOS!

Ladies Night on 17o6o9

18o6o9

anyway! guess what!

seeee the next pictureeeeeeeee!

tell me what you saw! :D

spin it right, spin it crazy.

club for the last two nights.

wednesday was crazy with all the fun and perspiration.

Phuture air con broke down and leaking water.

and hell yes, it's like a sauna with hell lots of people.

crazy.

thursday was suppose to be nice.

but it's so empty, i'm not used to it.

i wonder why is there so much bollywood people.

they danced like having prata making session.

i'm not refering to all, but those who irritated me.

don't be offended.

but all in all, i love the 2 nights.

great company, great music, great workout.

yes, i go clubbing to sweat it out.

not fishing, just music and burn fats.

photos to be updated again.

'm feeling hell-oh sick.

drowsy.

G'nights