limit hit, bam it goes.

I realized something about me.

yes, i really hate this.

i show my temper easily.

sorry those who suffered under my temper explosion.

really do hope that, injuries suffered is not deadly.

i'm really sorry, i hate myself for it.

it's part of me, i did try to change and chase it away.

but it just stay and remain.

i even feel like getting a tattoo for it just to remind myself.

guess one day, everybody will just leave me.

reason is simply my temper.

i really don't want it to happen.

yet i can't remove it from my blood.

i'm paranoid.

this is really bad.

this is when i realise,
there isn't anyone for me.

scroll down my phone list,
somehow, all of them seem to be strangers to me.
tears filled my eyes, yet i couldn't let it drop.

i thought it wouldn't affect me that hard.
i didn't want to know the fact, yet i know the fact long ago.
i want to run away from it, yet everything happen just so yesterday.
or is it this early morning?
it crash on me hard.

time is really running out.