Family.

awoke, screamed and cried.

awoke by the screaming and noises outside my room.

screamed in agony and hoping for help.

cried in despair and throbbing pain.

"why am i born into this family living in this kind of drama?"

can never learn how to bear with all these drama.

it's a scene that nobody will wanna be.

i hate it, i hate my family, i hate being helpless.

nobody will understand.

everything is nearing, light seem to be lost.

shadow casted, tears are flowing.

screaming helplessly, silence are heard.

nightmare formed, haunting forever.

i don't wish to be here anymore.

take me away.

when looks really do matter, it breaks.



i'm really depress!
can someone, just someone, tell me how to be prettier just by 25%?
i really feel so ugly whenever i look into the mirror.
i've don't even feel a tiny winny good about myself.


suck totally seriously absolutely!

sigh....

Depressed

everything is not going my way.

breaking down.