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you don't have to know me, you probably can't judge me either. i'm neither simple nor complicated. just a normal living that you, unfortunately, come across with.
i'm not in good mood.
stop pissing me off i'm warning!

woke up fucking early just to get prepare for it.
okay la, i admit that i slack here and there.
reached there early, study again.
and guess what, i can't enter for the test.\

REASON : I DON'T HAVE MY IC OR PASSPORT!
I GIVE MY EZ-LINK THEY SAY CAN'T CAUSE IT'S AN EZ-LINK!

what an excuse, can't they fucking see that it got my UGLY PHOTO, NAME, IC NUMBER AND BIRTHDAY ON IT?!
ARE THEY STUPID OR DUMB OR RETARDED?!
i suppose is everything negative!

called my mom to bring it here for me, and there she got fucking me over the phone!
asked my brother and he also did the same as my mother.
what the fuck, and still ask me, "will you pay for my cab fare?"
@#$%^&*()
is money so important, you fucker dickhead!

and he took like damn long to come.
by the time he came, i only had 20 mins to do that stupid test.
and it boils me till i've got no mood and time!
and all the fucking questions are all different from the book!
am i that fucking unlucky?!

YES, AND THE RESULT IS A FUCKING FAILED WORD!
THANKS AR, FUCK!

i'm so not in mood, where's my happy candy?
where's :)?
fuck la, nobody cares at all!
i'm damn pissed!
Updates : i maybe getting a dslr by next year. which is like this month! happy shit!

anyway, cheers that i don't have to wake up THAT EARLY for that bitch's lesson.
not i skipping class, but she cancelled it herself.
i'm an innocent kid.
:D

it's seem like kids nowadays are just kids.
what do i mean by that?
recall the times when you're just a kid, maybe around 5-12.
what do you talk about?

okay, at least for my generation, we talk about pokemon, cartoons, toys, games and etc.
well, at first i thought kids nowadays, talk about BGR.
but, guess i'm a little wrong.
they still talk about pokemon and stuff.

today i came across this conversation between 2 boys around 8 years old.

Topic : Trading of Pokemon cards.
A :"eh, so you want trade which card? #$%^&* or *&^%$# ( i forgot the name of those cards. too chiem for an old woman like me.)?"
B :"i don't know leh, can trade that card called raddish(is there a pokemon called raddish?) ?
A :"cannot la. i want de leh. only can choose #$%^&* or *&^%$#. but trade already must trade back hor, cause i want them"
B :" huh? then i want (*&^%$##$^ lo."
A :" i told you only #$%^&* or *&^%$#. the rest cannot! you stupid ar?"

okay la, not very interesting.
but at least it caught my attention at that point of time.
seems like pokemon got more and more weird pokemon.
my time i only know pikachu and some other noob ones.
kids now are chiem for old people like me.

oh ya, today is my ever 1st time i ran with my heavy bag for a lesson!
that stupid bitch should just change her lesson timing.
it's a pain in the neck, especially that timing is actually peak hour for working people.
sucks.


some photos taken in class yesterday.
no edits or anything, these are just raw photos.
photos are taken with a lousy cheapo casio camera.
there's lots of room for improvement.
:)





off to do my work, g'nights. :)

HAHAH! I'VE SUCCESSFULLY QUITTED THAT SINGTEL JOB!
I HATE SINGTEL, AND NOW I DON'T HAVE TO WORK FOR THEM ANYMORE!
YES! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BITCH!

on the other hand,
the photography lecturer said : " if you don't have camera, you can just withdraw from the course"
yea, now i got excuse to buy a dslr.
HOPEFULLY, my sisters will be nice and get it for me!

update again with my lousy workpiece. :S
I'VE JUST CUT MY FRINGE MYSELF!
UGLY FRINGE, but at least i look a little fresher!
:)

went to Shisedo Beauty Bazaar with Dionne today.
it's disappointing okay, but there's really cheap deals over there(i guess).
i was hoping to buy Ettusias Flat Design Liquid Foundation and Strong Separate Mascara.
BUT THEY DIDN'T HAVE IT.
argh! they only have those old range of stuff.

in the end, i only bought a Maquillage eyeshadow for myself.
double sadness! :((
but i bought something for my sister from the bazaar too.
i'm a nice sister! *evil laughs*






left the place and thinking of where to head next.
it was like drizzling, so i thought "aiya, sure can reach to Taka area before it pours. or maybe the rain stopping"
so i pull Dionne towards Taka instead of Cine.
BUT I'M WRONG!
just as we were walking there, it started to pour like madness.
and we were running like some mad women and having those stares from those idiots who have umbrellas.
thanks ar, assholes.
stayed in toilet for like half an hour to touch up those awful makeup after walking in the rain.
and got this stupid lady, just came over to use our hand dryer without even asking.
rude rude rude!
went over to watson and went to the Majolica Majorca counter.
and got so tempted with all the pretties.
but i can only buy the Automatic Liquid Eyeliner. SAVE MONEY!
i'll shall pull my mummy over there and hint her to buy for me!
HEHE!




anyway, this eyeliner seem to be pretty good.
not only is it pretty looking, but it's seem to be really lasting.
i rub with water and rub hard, it just stay beautifully.
hope it work well for my oily eyelids!
:D

at the end of the day, i feel broke!
i need more money.

i want those Anna Sui Mascara!
i want Ettusias Flat Design Liquid Foundation!
i want Majolica Majorca Lip Gloss!
MONEY MONEY, WHERE ARE YOU?!

PS : WHY AM I GETTING UGLIER AND UGLIER EVERYDAY?!
can't take it anymore!
lots of happening last weekend.

-went for my 1st blood donation in Nuffnang's Blogger Blood Donation Drive,
-being really upset,
-went town with sister.
-met up with :)who always never failed to put a smile one me,
-went Sitec and John Little Mega sales,
-ate Mee Goreng.

okay la, nothing much but it's enough to make me really tired at the end of the day.
maybe i'm just turning real old.

didn't take photos in the Nuffnang's event.
but i'm pretty amazed by those blogger out there.
just a simple game such as snake'n'ladder, they can snap like madness.
it's so not my type somehow.

now i know why i can't be a super blogger but just an average blogger.
yup, maybe nobody will re-visit except for friends.
strangers, might just think my blog is such a bore.
but hey, everybody got their style in blogging.
if everybody were to blog the same way, that will then be the real bore.
right?




yea, it's my 1st time donating my blood.
i did tried to donate before, but failed.
reason : veins are too fine to be found.
at 1st, the person said i might not be able to donate again.
but i insisted and they gave it a try.
after awhile, FINALLY, my veins pop out from my fats.
then the whole process begins.

people who knows me well, will know that i'm super afraid of needles.
it's painful and NEEDLES just freak me out.
but somehow, i digged out my courage and poke, my blood flow out.
it's not that pain afterall.
as in, there are worst pain.
:)


i've like got super big bottom. :S
photographer(my sister) fault!


went to find my sister aftermath and went to town.
it's a freaking hot day where people perspire like some mad dog.
i'm not exaggerating okay, it's REALLY THAT HOT!

and finally, I BOUGHT TWISTER!
ya la, twister only what, big deal?
but i always wanted to own a twister okay?!
it's like a fun and laughing game.
but, nobody at home to play with me!
and i don't have money for chalet.
how? :(

can somebody play with me this pathetic fool? :(

later that night, due to some stuff, i went down to east coast to take a breather.
yea, i teared like some idiots on the way there.
but when i reached there, i just stoned.
:) called and i forgot everything.
and met up with :).
and of course, i from D: changed to :D.



went to play pool for around 4 hours or so.
i'm such a loser alright?
i keep getting own-ed by :).
next time i should just bring a paper bag and hide my head inside.
learnt a couple of survival tips.
feel abit more pro. =x
but still lousy la, don't challenge me!

went to have mac breakfast and chat a little and off we go.
i'm dead tired after that.
hit the bed and fell dead.

Sitec was a killer i tell you.
the amount of people there, could just step you dead.
they just push like nobody business and squeeze though there's no space for them to walk.
inconsiderate people.

and there lots of indian.
i'm not that racist, but a little.
but they are really inconsiderate somehow.
they almost make me topple and break the legs of ayden.
sucks.

some chinese where also too much, just block and keep pushing.
i feel rather irritated and pissed.
and i just show my black face to those idiots.
can't stand it and off i go and hop over to John Little Mega Sale!
:D

nothing much for me to buy.
only bought a ZA concealer after so long.
have being wanting to get it, and now got 30% off so of course must get!
bought lots of titbits and instant mee sua.
the instant mee sua is quite amazing and tasty.
and it's like cheap.
3 packet for $10 and each packet serve 6 people.
great buy!

bought blanket and bed sheet for my bed.
now i just need a new mattress.
my current mattress is like killing me.
it gave me backaches and stuff.

i can't wait for holiday.
:D



i'm prettier without face.