Pathetic.

Friend :

i'm not a good friend that someone will wanna have.

i'm not a good friend that everybody love.

i'm not a good friend that is good enough to be a friend of theirs.

i'm not a good friend that could be just like a superman.

in fact i'm a just a pathetic soul that nobody will wanna have as a friend.

Boyfriend :

i'm not a good girlfriend that could be there for boyfriend 24/7.

i'm not a good girlfriend that will rather accompany my boyfriend to my girlfriends.

i'm not a good girlfriend that will treasure and cherish a boyfriend.

i'm not a good girlfriend that anybody will love to have or even love.

in fact, i'm just a pathetic soul that no boyfriend will wanna have as a girlfriend.

Family :

i'm not a good sister or daughter that you will wanna have around in the house.

i'm not a good sister or daughter that will listen to every single word you say.

i'm not a good sister or daughter that will help out and do house work.

i'm not a good sister or daughter that will keep her stuff neat and tidy.

in fact, i'm just a pathetic soul that no family would want to have given birth to.

all in all, i'm just a pathetic soul around.

fuck and die

on the outside, i maybe a crazy retarded who talk rubbish.

but why am i still so not happy on the inside?!

why am i so imperfect?