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agony.

i hate to see birthday celebration.

when i know, mine will never be as great as theirs.

yes, i admit, i'm jealous and filled with envy.

only if you know how i spent my past 8 years of birthday.

i really wish, somehow.

just for a better birthday without ending up in tears.

just some people to shower me in surprises and love.

yet, it never happened.

close to it, but all ended up being screwed.

i don't know whether is it fated or pure coincidence?

i give up, i should have just give up long ago.

but i always crave for something.

it's coming, 6 more days.

disappointment will be filled, i know.

probably, nobody remembers, nobody knows about it.

fuck it, i've just like a dust particle.

goodbye.