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you didn't realise, it's you that made me go on.

have you ever gotten betray by someone you really cherish most?

okay, let's not say cherish, maybe just someone you really trust and feel close with.

nope, i'm not saying about anyone.

it's just a very random thought while playing my solitaire.

well, i believe most of the people have already experience this.

but maybe, you just move on leaving pieces lying there.

that's what i did last time, and bear grudges on that person.

telling people how much you have being hurt and wanting people to sympathy with you.

don't you realise this is just a very simple and common mistake?

yes, maybe your friends be on your side.

and you will call them your true friends, but what happen if they do the same thing to you?

you can never predict what will happen next.

you will quarrel with friends, step onto conflicts danger zone and they might just betray you in the moment of heat.

what will you do then? repeat the whole thing over and over again?

why don't just learn from mistake and do not repeat it in future again?

just like, forgive and forget.

yes, words are easier to be said than done.

but it will really make lives easier for everybody, especially for yourself.

i'm practicing this habit now.

i just feel that why should we make everything so ugly when you can actually mend it beautifully?

okay, i don't really know how to phrase it, but i just wanna share my thinking.

betray is something bad, leaving scars.

you can use some form of concealers to conceal, but once you remove it, it's still there.

maybe you can feed the scar vitamins e and it will lighten and fade.

which will you prefer? a short term concealing or long term treatment.

but i know, you will say both as both can work at the same time.

whatever, i don't know what i'm talking.

i type what's in my mind.

G'nights