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Empty words, yet greatest meaning.



In beginning, all seem so steady and everything like wa wa hooo.
but now, everything crumble.
E-mails, SMS saying that "i've got something on, so sorry. will meet after it."
you don't know how much turn of it is.
i'm seriously disappointed and do not wish to go anymore.

so what if i'm the organizer, planner or whatever you say?
nobody gives me the respect.
change the plan and stuff.
yea, whatever, where's respect?

don't tell me you appreciate it, it doesn't seem real.
is it just for show then?
i'm quite sure.

i'm really disappointed.
you don't know how much i look forward toward this.
but now, i really don't feel like giving a damn about it.
who does?

yea, if they ever read this post, they will just blame it on me and stuff.
whatever, i'm used to it.
no importance, that's it.
but i this is how i seriously feel.

you don't know how it feels like when things seem to go so well in the beginning and became FUCK when it's drawing so near.
give up trying.

today i woke up craving so much for some surprise,
and this is what i get.
what a pleasant surprise.
THANKS!

dammit.