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well, petty guys are much more petty than i thought.

the night medication cause super drowsiness.
even after a night rest.
but i did not have a good sleep.

my body is getting weaker.
getting sick frequently nowadays.
am i thinking too much or what?
love sick? HA, hell no.
but i do miss someone.

on a side note :

fairytales are so unreal.
reality seem to be unreachable.
what's else more can i take?
it's nothing, they will fade.
this what i hope for one day.
not now, but later on.

oh well, medication is taking effect.
guess i'm piercing my tongue tomorrow.
pray hard for me.
:)