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Without a word, Silence.

i constantly have to remind myself to runaway and hide.

neither do i want to be in this state, nor all the pretendency.

it's not something easy to get it over with or with a simple phrase of "fuck and die"

i do not exactly understand myself fully.

what's exactly am i thinking about all these while?

come and go, it's just a game.

no doubt.

i don't have to suffer, but why am i?