i've got such a strong urge on not turning up for school.
i don't know how to face the fact.
i'm a drag to the group.
i'm a fucking slacker who drag the group almost all they way down.

realising what the role i'm playing now, is not a good thing at all.
they don't know what i'm thinking.
i can't open up or speak.
i feel lost and mute.
being left-out is something that i should have be numb to by now.
but the feeling is just so ain't great.
alot of things seem to be just the surface.
deep within, nobody truly knows.

i've being feeling so tired and worn out.
i'm just not getting enough rest and understanding.
nobody really know what's going on.
i don't know what to say anymore.
i'm feeling fustrated and a little left out.
what else more can i say?

nobody understand.

everything wasn't really right today.
i don't feel good, i don't feel well.
but who really bother?
:(

anyway, the korean dinner yesterday was simply awesome.
my bytches are great and crappy.
:)

okay, guess i'm so screwed alright.
sorry.

yeah-seh outing yesterday was crappy.
need not to say, i'm as crazy and laughted like some idiot.
yea, they are just a bunch of fun people.

anyway, school last week was simply tiring.
lack of sleep and tight schedule.
doubt next week will be any better.

going shooting with eric tomorrow i guess.
but still not really confirm yet.
i'm craving for some shooting.
but yet, i've no money to shoot.

interview tomorrow.
hope everything will go well.
:)

photos, some other days.

memories of the journey of camp piak 2