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caring much what other people will feel.
and neglecting how your friend over here feel.
thanks.

you make me feel lousy.
like i'm just a friend worth nothing.
you always do this to me.
it's unfair.

you will ask, why i don't wanna tell you?
cause i know if i tell you, an arguement will start.
and that's the least i ever want it to happen between us.

then why am i typing over here?
cause i could no longer keep it in heart.
it's torturing.
and perhaps, you will read this one day.
and this is the only place that i can openly share my feelings.
it's my blog.