Somehow.

I became lost when greed fills me up.
As much as I want to put in my whole,
But somehow I start to doubt myself.
What do I really want from this?

It's like my mind and heart are having some kind of war.
I know I shouldn't think so much and just enjoy,
But there seem to be something bothering me so much.
It's like I don't deserve this kind of love.

Tell me how, tell me why.
Baby, it's like you mean so much more.
I'm like a trouble to you that kept bothering you.
Are we a match?
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Is this what BEING LOVED feels like?

PLANS ARE SCREWED!

RIGHT EYES IS GOLDFISH!
SHOULDN'T HAVE RUB IT YESTERDAY NIGHT!

>:(

I'LL NEVER HATE YOU CAUSE I JUST LOVED YOU TOO MUCH.

YOU'RE THE PAST TENSE NOW THAT I'LL STILL THINK OF.

I THOUGHT YOU'RE THE ONE, YET YOU'RE JUST THE MISTAKEN ONE.

I'LL NEVER RUN BACK TO YOU ANYMORE, TOO TIRED.

RELEASING YOU IS THE ONLY THING I CAN DO FOR YOU.

GOODBYE ACBL, YOU WON'T BE FORGOTTEN.

I LOVE YOU.

Be gone.



So what if it's hurting me?
So what if I'm crying over it?
So what if I'm getting insomnia?
So what if I'm drifting to the thoughts of it?

You're gone, and left me here alone.
Alone in my bed of tears.
Alone in the misses that accumulate.
Alone in the misery that I can't express.

I constantly reminding myself that I'm fine.
Deceiving myself that everything is good without you.
Yet, you're images just keep flashing.
Every moment of you, every touch.

You threw me away, just so easily.
I wish I could do the same, but I'm sorry.
I know one day I'l just get over you.
But I just couldn't stand myself being in this state.

I can't take it further, I'm going crazy.
I know what I should and what I shouldn't.
But I'm unconsciously making everything reverse.
Doing all the wrongs and not to.

I blame myself for this state.
I blame myself for loving you.
I blame myself for giving you a place.
I blame myself cause I'm the only one to blame.

Please get out of my head soon.
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